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2007-04-03T00:51:00.000+08:00

was looking through my files and saw these overdued ubin trips photos. looked total shit in it but heck.. lols.. aarghh.. dread going to work later ):

cycling

candid!

he looked so reluctant with that kiss RAHHH! group photo with timer (:
don't ask me why i sensored. lols
beautiful sunset
old school neos with darling girls- me, xinyi, shu an & meijing (:

2007-04-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

bittersweet quarrels ((:

blissful to have marvelous my boyfriend, friends and family around!

imma stuck at home today with the loud screwings from the apartment above me. countered it by blasting my itunes. hahhaas came to a conclusion- i starting to hear buzzing sound from my ear.. don't ever try doing this. decided to change my blogskin.. kinda get sick and tired of the plain one.. angela huang please be free to make one new blogskin for me again (: nevertheless, i've changed to this after asking opinions from esther.. and yes all thanks to that sweet girl, helped me with the changing as i din want to ruin everything in my hands.. thanks esther chin hui may =D she made me so jealous.. went to the zoo with her bunny.. imma missing all the animals there already ): i want to go before my school starts on the 16april!!!!!

my all time fav place

loving their asses

i wanna try this out- SENTOSA LUGE & SKYRIDES seems awfully fun right? yeah thats what i thought too.. i wanna be an islander! sunseasandmylove. indeed true (:

off to meet mr edward soon, he's knocking off at 7pm. whooooos! oh yes, something i made for him. aint the completed bottle.. but it broke the very next day ): everything inside do have a meaning for it. figure it out yourself (: have fun guessing hohoho..

2007-03-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPPY 2nd month anniversary baby ((:

HAHAAS din get to say that last month cause there's no 29february!!!! owells & thank you edward, for everything.. i don't have to type it here (: you know. and sorry, for all the times, you know. i don't have to type it here. hahahas. everything was sweet nontheless :) ILOVEYOU!

28march2007

finally went to tampines ikea with shu an today.. got some stuffs over that and we started doing stupid stufffs.. awfully fun ((: headed down to bugis then went to look for edward over at his granny's place.. he gonna start work soon & i'll be left alone ): date me out my friends!! not forgetting gotta start my revising my driving theory.. exams nearer!!!

27march2007

celebrated shu an's birthday with the rest of the girls, xinyi and meijing.. surprised her with strawberry shortcake & awkwardly sang birthday song over at mac before we went for dinner at HK cafe.. yummilcious dim sum, main course & icy dessert.. we even took old school neos!

everyone looked so cute hahas. shall post the picture up next time..

26march2007

bbq party over at pasir ris for darling girl.. bought her m)phosis white bag and cooked cartel-look alike chicken cutlet for her.. its edible!!!

2007-03-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

imma feeling really in emo shit now. cried for no reason..

anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST LIEW SHU AN ((: its on the 25th march btw.. imma really sorry that this come so late.. thats really show imma such a lousy friend ya.. sometimes i really want to let them know that i really cared but something just stopping me from doing that.. when they need someone to be there i seems to not by their side listening to their sorrows.. but when i need them, they will surely be around.. this shouldn't be the case ya.. thats not how a healthy friendship works.. or when they did something really nice for me and when its their turn, i dont seems to make any effort in doing it.. or is it that challenge to balance friendship and boyfriend? it seems like somehow when someone gets into a relationship, friendship will tend to drift apart a lil bit.. which is something i dont want it to happen.. i still want those days whereby we have endless chats, knowing one another happenings, sharing everything under the sun.. what's going on with my life??? feeling so aimless.. so lost now.. where should i pick up from? everything in my life seems to be in a mess now.. start afresh? it needs lots of determination i guess.. and someone please guide me along.. will i be able to take up this challenge? really putting my heart and soul into getting what i want to achieve in life.. somehow its stressing me too.. those high hopes pinned on me.. tho sometimes they just want me to do lil things for them i also don't do it right... thinking that imma a really fortuate kid.. thinking back.. when i want something and i'll just have to ask and the next moment i'll see that right infront of me.. probably imma taking all these for granted.. whatever things i wanted, i know i'll sure get it but when they ask something back in return i dont seems to be able to do it for them.. like wanting me to help out at the shop for them.. i did tried but everytime just back to the same again.. shit ): it just sadden me when i see the disappointment faces.. it does pushes me on to prove to them that i gonna be someone they gonna be proud of.. but it fails at times.. the moment i made them upset.. they cared for me, really cared but i just take their words for granted.. knowing that they gonna be upset and i still continue being that rebellious one.. take my piano for example, they always wanted me to finish my last grade and be able to see me serve in church by being the pianist.. and he telling me, rmb those time when you're young.. i've been fetching you to and fro for your piano lessons and exams.. those time and effort they've put in me hoping that i could accomplish something in my life.. and i crushed their hopes.. i've stopped my piano years back.. even my grandpa asked me why din i want to finish my grade 8.. i just went speechless.. not knowing what to reply him.. they have been telling me again and again urging me to finish up my piano.. of course, they wanted me to get into university too.. which i will.. hopefully its singapore university esle guess it gonna be abroad.. can i juggle so many things at a time? my loved ones in my life- not in order, FsquareBS. FAMILY, FRIENDS, BOYFRIEND, STUDIES. me myself also clueless about this.. with some help i guess imma be able to do it ya.. after long chat with edward last night, it really make me realise i should really concentrate on the things i want to achieve in life.. so working is out of the point for me now.. he's right.. why would i want to work my ass off and burn my weekends away. not implying that working on weekends is bad but for me whereby i know imma someone that i can't juggle too many things at one go.. so somehow i've gotta forgo things such as taking up a part time job to earn extra income.. just that without those extra income, i can't shop that much where i used to be last time.. no more restaurant, only once in awhile.. less cabbings.. dont wish to spent their money like running water too.. its their hard earned money.. the hardship they went through just to provide a good living environment for me and my brother.. last time i'll just spent money without thinking whether i really need it or its just that i find it nice and i'll just buy.. after purchase and i'll start regreting buying.. now, think twice before doing anything.. where i can use that time to do something that will be more beneficial.. moreover, they dont like me to work too.. why would i want to risk my future for that lil income.. there's more thing in life to concentrate on for now.. need to priorities! thanks, you really taught me alot of things about life.. mr advisor, my awesome boyfriend. i love you (:

not talking about this.. i've never been a good testimony of my christian life too.. be it spiritually or in daily life.. sometimes i wonder, imma born in a christian family and thats really make me take things for granted.. guess those who came from a non-christian family do makes a better testimony then i do.. i don't read God's words everyday.. pray before every meal.. going for YFs every sat which is my resolution.. din attend sunday school which imma suppose too.. imma just like a sunday christian.. monday to sat just leading a non-christian life.. how sick can that be.. learned something new from today's sermon.. a bible is just like a parachute.. you have to open the bible and read God's words, it will then be useful.. its just like the parachute only came in useful when it opens up.. if it dont opens up.. you will just fall and die.. this sentence just left a really deep impression in me.. i just want to have aims in my life.. a total change in my life.. whereby i know where imma heading towards.. imma the right thing at the right time.. putting all my effort in doing all that and not just give up halfway through everything.. i don't like the feeling of ending up with nothing when i've already started putting in my time in it.. no more wasting of my precious youth.. dont want to become a hopeless girl.. with no accomplishment in my life.. its just a awful thought ): i want to make full use of my brain and not leave it to rust.. interacting with others with substance topics and not always those gossips or anything.. tho its totally fine with talking rubbish or nonsense.. just want to have more knowledge up there..

i need DETERMINATION! life gonna be beautiful (:
pardon me for this long and draggy post.. suddenly just feel like ranting all out..

2007-03-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

its not a norm that i'd wake up so early on a satuaday morning.. but still i have to cause some uncle coming to the house to change the window grill before we can pass the house to the next owner.. owells, while waiting for him to fix the grill so imma here blogging.. esle it gonna be like donkey years later if i blog again..

not much stuffs happened i guess.. probably was kinda busy with work and ive got not much time to meet up with the rest.. but next week gonna be fun i guess.. baby finishing his paper and not forgetting my dear shu an's 18th birthday!! hopefully my back recover by that time so i can go cable ski with mr lau..

one more thing, but it gonna seem rather dumb.. cause i've just blogged that ive found a new job and the next moment imma thinking of quitting.. its fun working over at far east.. but for me its kinda dreadful to work over at topshop.. don't ask me why.. probably i think its the crowd and the management.. thinking in progress.. i need opinion whether i should quit!!!! pray pray & pray ((:

Take Time

Take time to think,

it is the source of power.

Take time to read,

it is the foundation of wisdom.

Take time to play,

it is the secert of staying young.

Take time to be quiet,

it is the opportunity to seek God.

Take time to be aware,

it is the opportunity to help others.

Take time to love and be loved,

it is God's greatest gift.

Take time to laugh,

it is the music of the soul.

Take time to be friendly,

it is the road to happiness.

Take time to dream,

it is what the future is made of.

Take time to pray,

it is the greatest power on earth.

2007-03-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

alright people, my blog aint that dead ya. just that when i want to update blogger failed me. and that kinda pissed me off. now i don't know where i should start. this holiday passed really fast and now just left with 3 more weeks to school. somehow imma looking forward to school but at the same time imma kinda rather reluctant to go back. contridicting myself i know but thats just how i felt. strive towards your goal miss kang kiat sim!

okays, enough of my nonsense. GOOD NEWS! i've just signed up for my driving, so imma awaiting for the 13 april to take my first theory test. meanwhile i gonna mugg really hard for that and make sure i'll pass and go on to the next level. car rides soon ((:

not forgetting, i've got myself a job too. its PAPER PEOPLE. imma sure you guys seen those pretty notebooks sold over at topshop ya. ring a bell? yeah its that. either working at topshop or the main shop over at far east. come and buy notebooks from me!!!!!!!!!!! they have really cool stuffs there. check it out. working can be quite fun, just last week saw plenty of celebrities- fiona xie, james lye, lin junjie, kumar.

2007-02-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

missing him so badly..

2007-02-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

Layer ONE
On the Outside
Name: Kang Kiat Sim Jaslyn
Birth Date: 1989
Current Status: attached(:
Eye Color: i guess its black
Hair Color: superly black.
Righty or Lefty: righty!

Layer TWO
On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese, teochew
Your Fears: i've got loads of fears
Your Weaknesses: don't really know how to express myself with words at times. probably actions tells
Your Perfect Pizza: I LOVE CHEESE tho its fattening.

Layer THREE
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: waiting for edward's call
Your Bedtime: night owl now. since having holidays, probably 2-4am
Your most missed memory: time in secondary school

Layer FOUR
Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: i don't really like frizzy drinks unless imma sick.
McDonald’s or Burger King: can i have both?
Adidas or Nike: fine with both.
Lipton tea or Nestea: never tried nestea before, so lipton tea
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate. i loveeeeee choco
Cappuccino or coffee: cappu

Layer FIVE
Do you
Smoke: i hate smoker!
Curse: so mean so curse someone. NOPE

Layer SIX
In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: yes
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: Yes
Eaten sushi: sushi buffet YESSS!
Dyed your hair: No, ive never dyed hair before lols.

Layer SEVEN
Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: NO. awful
Changed who you were to fit in: -

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: by 26!

Layer NINE
In a Guy
Best eye colour: doesn't matter.
Best hair colour: doesn't matter.
Short or long hair: short

Layer TEN
What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: chatting on msn
1 hour ago: cleaning up the kitchen
5 hours ago: just woke up hahaas
1 month ago: mugging for exams i guess
1 year ago: i don't rmb already hahas. ive got bad memory

Layer ELEVEN
Finish the sentence
I love: God, my family, edward, my friends.
I feel: so loved. blissfulness.
I hate: heartbreaks, feeling broke.
I hide: my feelings at times
I miss: time spent alone with God
I need: to learn to grow up

2007-02-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

say goodbye to my messy room=D

imma stuck at home today. waiting for the property agent to come look at the house. imma so boreddddddddd! hahhaas. saw this new mango pantone bag yesterday, so imma gonna save up to get it (: actually saw that over at taiwan but mummy din want to get it for me so too bad. oh yeah, met up with shu an, meijing and terry yesterday. finally i went towning after so long. got a zara jeans to pamper myself. more retail therapy please

2007-02-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

thanks sweetheart.

i see singapore(:

in the plane

look at those clouds.. and the clear blue sky..

bye bye taiwan!

grand hyatt bathroom! awesome.

the wind is really strong

taipei 101. singapore paragon cum takashimaya

fisherman wharf

in taiwan train. we're like packed sardine!

he's sooo cute!

my taiwanese boyfriends hahaa

fireworksss!

give me one of these...

candid shot

the water flows upwards instead of the normal downward. how amazing

chilling on the rocks, enjoying the cold breeze. grr

daddy helping my mom to find those nice ones. sweet!

mommy stealing the stones home!

my usual sleeping time zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

my mommy! she's loving the plantation

mr & miss kang

beautiful sky!

pacific ocean

shakadong trail

shilin market flooded with tonns&millions of peoples.

sakae sushi lunch at changi airport

HEYYYYS! finally imma back blogging after my trip to taiwan. it wasn't as fun as i thought it gonna be. probably due to the long hours of jams, kinda put me off. but still i enjoyed myself there. the beautiful sunsets, seas, sand, scenery and blablabla.. also i tried putting fireworks there. it was awesome! we can't get to play that in singapore as its illegal. sadness! there's so many things i wanna blog about my trip there but imma kinda lazy to type. so i'll tell you guys when i get to see you.. anyways thanks sweetheart for that really special gift. imma loving it so much. i love you (: heres some of the many photos from taiwan.

24february2007

reached changi airport at 1.45pm. after waiting for dad to purchase all the wines&vodkas, we headed down to collect our luggage. something happened and scared my mom. one of our luggage went missing hahaas. and it turned out to be one of my aunt took it wrongly. met up with edward after returning home. yes, he gave me something i longed for. i love you baby boy. went over to isetan and had a lil chat with liew shu an. i miss her so much.. thanks for that ya. so sweet of you. headed down to bottle tree park to have dinner with edward's family. that place is kinda sub urban area but i find it a rather interesting place. you can catch guppies and fish there too. nice family outing hangout. after dinner, wanted to go down to town for movie but there's chingay and guess the roads would be blocked so edward's dad drove us to tampines instead. long and tiring day for me but still i enjoyed myself. thanks for all the surprises today. cuddles(:

25february2007

service in the morning and went to grandpa house to bai nian. stayed there for a lil while before heading down to tampines to meet edward. took a train down to vivo city. its our first time taking a train. its always cabbing here and there. pleasant trip lols. wanted to watch a movie but it all left with the front rows so decided not to watch. on a happier note, we took a cable car from habourfront to sentosa and to mount faber. chilled at faber rock. nice ambience(: lovee

2007-02-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

imma still sick ): and i've got no voice to talk. pray for me that i'll be fine soon. don't wanna suffer my way through my trip to taiwan. don't make me tears by saying all those words that as if imma leaving for years. i get really emo when imma sick so it somehow adds on to missing you guys more.

I HATE MEDICINE!! ESP THE SWOLLOWING part. arghhhh. anyways wish you guys a early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! time to collect lots of angpows!! also, a blessed year with loads of love (:
MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-17T06:13:00.000+08:00

yes, finally imma back blogging after sooo long. somehow imma kinda getting lazy to update. owells so now i've got nothing to do, decided to update this stagnant blog. its been a really hectic week for me tho imma done with my exams and i do not have to stay up late to mug. spent my time helping out with my parents as chinese new year is nearing and the shop gets kind of busy and also ya. but still i still aint having enough rest and that led to me falling sick ): boos. hopefully i'll be fine really fast cause i dont wanna suffer my way through when imma in taiwan. and ya, imma leaving for taiwan tmr. and will only be back in a weeks time. its just like 7days but still no idea why its seems to be years to me. gonna miss my baby boy and friends when imma away ): don't worry, i'll be back in singapore in one piece (: with loads of presents!!

din celebrate valentines day with baby. but imma with liew shu an instead. why? that's because my baby gotta study for his upcoming exams on friday so we decided to go out after his paper instead. i don't really feel disappointed that we aint celebrating as all couples do, thats because time spent with him is like valentines day to me. so whether we get to celebrate or not it doesn't really matters. what matters most is the lovee we had for each another. i love you baby (: and i gonna miss you soooo much when imma gone. i'll be loooking forward to that "thing" you gonna give me.

headed out to the cathay for movie with baby just now. watched the protege, its quite a nice show i think, as compared to the rest we'd watched previously. surprisingly, after our movie i saw two of my cousins at ben & jerry. it was a pleasant surprise i thought. since its still somehow early, we decided to chill out somewhere. met up with shu an and went to the blue hut over at pasir ris park. nice breezy night (:

*the two kids are edward's lil cousin. naughty kids =D

2007-02-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

volaaaa! cleared my last paper already (: no more econs, pacc or statistic haunting me all night long. time for long awaiting holidays/break! Hopefully i can get a job soon, esle i gotta go take my car license tests. yes, imma legal to take my license now. can't wait for that day whereby i drive!

anyhow, went for sakae with nigel, shu an and meijing after stats paper on friday. things get really unglamourous when we cant finsh up our food and started to think of weird ways to get rid of the food. esle we gonna pay for the food wastage. guess what, we threw all the unwanted food using papers lols. its bad i know but we've got no more idea how to settle the wastage. after sakae, sat down and chatted. not forgotting we started cam whoring again. nigel left early while me meijing and shu an got some drinks by the riverside.

wonderful night (:

2007-02-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

check this out: http://bhbh3flowers.blogspot.com/
spread the words (: its for a good cause. FUND RAISING!

2papers down and one more to go. screwed up my econs and pacc i guess, hopefully everything gonna turn out fine. after my last paper on wednesday, i'll be free! catch up with you guys soon ya. haven been seeing you guys for sooo long. awaiting holidays are finally arriving and not forgetting chinese new year. hahaas time for receivings (: but imma off to taiwan this CNY ): misses.

and yes, ive yet to say A BIG THANKYOUS to all my sweethearts that made this day possible-my sweet 18th birthday. tho its like donkey years ago but still i wont ever forget this day.
all the wishes, presents, dinners, cakes, surprises, and LOVE from you guys. APPRECIATED (: enjoyed myself with all the accompanies from yous. xie xie ni men! love!

2007-01-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

alrights, i'll post this really awful picture of the cousins way back when imma in seconday one i guess. DONT EVER LAUGH =D

2007-01-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

2007-01-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

i want to watch all these!!!!

2007-01-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS! guess thats the only word that can really describe how imma feeling right now. today simply is a super wonderful day =D why?? thats because finally we are done with our last project-frontpage! also, my hp is finally working ((: its been down for one whole yesterday and its really terrible. NOT FORGETTING, my darlings, not in order ya- LISI, VANS, SHU AN, XINYI, MEIJING, NIGEL & KHALIS! they surprised me with a brownie cake while we are lunching over at food republic after our presentation. soo sweet of them (: tho many would think that its so weird singing happy birthday song at that place. however i felt its really special and i noticed the stall uncle is laughing at us. love you sweeethearts!

and here's the presents from meijing xinyi and shu an. i really love the present you guys gave. once again THANK YOU! hahhaas saw the mushroom card? yes they always mock at me saying that i look like a mushroom thats why the bday card was drawn that way. but its sooo cute ya (: thanks to our superb artist-LIEW SHU AN! you guys really made me tears when yous popped out everthing to me. thank you =D

today's the last lesson with DBF1B04. its really saddening that after today, we might not be seeing each other that often, other then going back for exams the 3days. however we still gotta keep in contact ya. dont wish to lose such great friends i made for the past 1year. so delighted to know you guys. AWESOME class!

2007-01-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TISA WU !!!!!
oh and pardon me for not blogging for now.. exams nearing and ive got no time to blog ): i'll be back after my last paper on the 7feb.. till then....
beginning of the new journey (: hopefully...... *pray hard*

2007-01-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

conversation with RETARDED JOEL
` please lead me. says:
lols
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. says:
cheena songs
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. says:
HAHAHAHA
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. says:
why ur cousins all so clever one
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. says:
while you turned out like this
` please lead me. says:
hahhahaas WHAT LA
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. says:
Some sadness man
` please lead me. says:
we are talented in different ways lols
` please lead me. says:
cannot compare such things one..
` please lead me. says:
lols
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
no leh
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
they're talented in studies
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
why aren't you more incline in this area
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
HAHAHA
` please lead me. says:
hahahaas cuz its hidden talent lols
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
then i tell u sth
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
it will nv be realised
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
will only remain as potential
` please lead me. says:
hahas thats better then nothing la...
` please lead me. says:
hahas you better change your nick man.. its such an insult... you better watch out..
` please lead me. says:
running away with a girl =DDDD
` please lead me. says:
how can you do that..
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
looks so cheerful lo
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
dun u think so?
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
quando(someday) so nice
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
wau lao
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
wh ain't i blessed with good vocals
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
then i tell u
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
i will sure become the next dick lee
Jazzy told me my ass can sing like dick lee's brother. Jazzy's cousins are from elite schools. Some sadness man. says:
virgina lee

2007-01-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

some pictures from SJ's birthday party and steamboat with da nine, gege, concubine and da ren (:
busy busy busy now!

2007-01-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY MR ONG SJ ((:
hope this is a unforgetable blasting& surprising birthday celebration =D loveeees!

2007-01-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

two more days to school! its been a tiring day for me. was suppose to head down to ikea to get something with my cousin jielin, however my friend told me j8 would have the stuffs i need thus we went down to j8 instead. needless to say, its lunchtime and our stomach started growling hahas. we decided on having noodles so we went to din tai feng to have our "ja jiang mian + xiao long baoss" we had 10 xiao long bao and that really made us wanna puke. after lunch, we went to get my stuffs however j8 din sell the things i wanted. so we took a bus down to church for YF.

its the first week of YF, so we had orientation and my buddy group is DAN! comprises of members- zhichun, aik bin, wendy and ME! after YF, headed down to bras basah to get the material and we chiong into artfriend as its about to close soon. got my material and we had our dinner. guess what we had for our dinner? its only $2.80. how amazing, we went to 7-eleven and bought big gulp, mashed potato and tomyam cup noodles and sat on the floor to eat. yes its rather unglam. its my first time doing that but its really funny when people from outside just kept staring at you for nobody's business. we laughed our way through the meal. came arcoss this cafe called miss clarity cafe situated at purvis street. its so cool and there's wireless connection there too! nice place to chill. check it out: www.missclaritycafe.com

accompanied jielin to bugis village to get her white shorts before heading down to taka's artfriend to get somemore material.

*surprise(:

2007-01-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

STACKOOOO! TAU POK =D

THREE MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL!! how i wish the holidays would be longer ):
anyways mom just told me that we will be going to taiwan this coming february! hahhaas tho its not the place that i wanna go but its better then nothing right (: dad's friends wanted to go there and the country that i wanted to go are all fully booked. cant's wait for it to come now!!!
hana kimi is sooo nice. you guys should watched it =DD imma totally inlove with that show now. too bad the vcd still aint out yet. so can only watch it on youtube. back to my show now... blogg soon ((: enjoy the remaining hols peoples!

2007!!

2007-01-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

WELCOME THE YEAR OF 2007!
its the first day of 2007 and imma feeling grumpy for the whole day and not forgetting such a bad luck day. no idea whats gotten into me. probably due to the lack of sleeep. meet up with the girls for project in the afternoon. cabbed home to take my laptop and rushed my way down to PS to meet them. took the escalator up and down to search for some shop and i just cant get to find it. furthermore i gotta carry that stupid heavy laptop adds on to my frustration. alrights, sorry girls if i seems rather anti-social today. wasn't feeling that good today thats why. enough of today. its just a bad day for me ): not a good way to start the new year ahead! boos
watch night 2006!
this year watch night was a rather interesting one. we played the taiwan variety show " si ji lu kou" the jacky wu show if you guys watched that on tv before. its a game that you will have to go around eating by linking from the last word of each food name. its so fun and my group ate the most yummilicious food! after the game, the cousins and craig headed down to esplanade to catch the fireworks, its indeed BEAUTIFUL! its so much nicer then the national day's one. however its much shorter i think. squeeze our way thru to bugis after the fireworks and met up with the rest. overnight stay at ruth's house and we took loads of pics. shall upload when jielin send me the pics. loveeees my cousins. say goodbye to 2006 ((:

2006-12-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

this is SO SCARYYY!

gonna be the last day of 2006! time flies... its a new year ahead again. new year resolution? yet to think of any but imma sure there gonna be a whole list of it. imma too lazy to update my blog so just gonna post some spastic pics taken when shu an, xinyi and me doing project on friday (: oh yes, went to watch death note 2 with my beloved cousins jielin and angela, lovely church friends si en, craig, john and kok wai =D the whole show lasted for 2 hrs 30mins! but still i feel death note one is nicer. probably it aint that draggy. next up will be the holiday, charlottes web and one last dance!
cant wait for new year countdown with my church friends later tonight! woooohooos! time for bed.. BE STRONG IN THE LORD! PATIENCE IS THE KEY (:

2006-12-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

BLESSED CHRISTMAS ALLS! its been a EXCITING WEEK! firstly, church camp just ended on friday and that followed by concert at esplanade. not forgetting my BIG DAY! reaffirmation of FAITH(: now imma certified as a member of faith bp church and that allows me to take holy communient the first week of every month. thinking back the time whereby lessons being taught by pastor su and the six questions being asked and answered really made me think through what my life had been like.
now having a "new" life, may God bless and lead me through everything and also to have a good spiritual life. fellowship always give a warmth feeling. encouraging sisters and brothers in christ. pray to him and he will lead the way (:
heres all the belated pictures. grandpa's birthday, camps, concert, christmas days.

2006-12-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

spent my night over at church yesterday to do filming for the upcoming camp. and its hilarious. the clips and photos we took simply laughed my ass off. shall upload it here soon when ive got the time.
loads of activities coming up this holiday!!!
grandpa birthday celebration tmr, iAmour camp starting tmr night and meijing flying off to shanghai tmr night also. and christmas is nearing ((: woooohooo
Bon Voyage my dear.. gonna miss you so much when youre away. rmb my stufffs for me there yeah hahaaas. just kidding. do take good care of yourself and i'll see you after christmas (:
good night all.
ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR KANG! SO LOVE MY CUTIE GRANDPAPA

2006-12-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

here comes miss bob (:

2006-12-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

I DID A SUPER IMPULSIVE ACT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN! hahahas wanted to let it grow long.. and i merely wanted to just trim my hair and i ended up cutting it bob. AHHHHHH pls dont laugh at me when you guys see me alrights.
oh yarh dearest xinyi is back today! imma so missing her ((:

2006-12-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

learning to lead a new life....

2006-12-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

ooooo teochew porriage buffet!

sleeepless night and woke up feeling rather moody. nevertheless headed down to suntec to have breakfast with shu and and meijing. trying something new as theres no more dim sum buffet! sadded. met up with sj at white tangerine for dinner and had a really heart to heart chat. time flies.

thanks my dears for being there when i needed you guys. felt really blessed to have you guys around (: aint feeling lost again. new life for me.. hhehees.. i love yous!

2006-12-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

alloy the bad photographer. took when we are falling!
candid pose!
AWESOME THURSDAY ((: school was rather different today. instead of having normal tutorial lessons in the room. we are out for some outdoor activity-MOHAWK WALK! sound interesting yeah. indeed! rained cats and dogs and thought it would be cancelled due to the wet weather. however our super cute and nice teacher allowed us to try out the activity tho its quite dangerous cause the place was muddy and wet.

simply we are seperated into two teams with two groups in each of the team and we suppose to walk on this wet and slippery thin wire. hand in hand with our team mates we gotta cross over one another to get to the other point. yes i was very high at that point of time and all sorts of funny things happened. everyone got so wet and dirty after the whole activity. its really tough but still we manage to get over everything. so proud of my class. took class photo on the logs but khalis deleted it already. so there's only two of them.

was suppose to stay over at mj hse however after i reached home, my body started functioning weirdly. all the food i ate just went haywired and i puked :( sorry girl, we will have stayover soon ya. OH YES. dearest xinyi gonna be gg to KL tmr. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF alrights. miss you loads!

things changed.....

2006-12-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

awful feeeeling.

2006-12-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

hectic week finally passed. draggy CRS presentation over =DD happiness. researching for euthanasia simply drives my group crazy. however we still manage to get it over! awaiting for hols to come right now!

wooosh and my weekends are over. time really flies.. spent my sat morning doing project with my lovely girls over at lido. met up with SJ for some singtel carnival going on over at somerset. and i got this rather pretty hennna. simple and nice. heard that clement! lols. after the carnival, off we went to vivo to shopp! okay its more like SJ doing the shopping and not me. saw this diesel and ted baker cap (: imma so in love with that. *christmas prezzie* hahhaas.

lovely sunday morning (: church and lunching with parents before i went to meet SJ with my cousin angela.. and yes imma being such a meanie. numeees got a new look and that led to endless teasing from me and SJ. anyways its a really cute look. we are just simply playing around. dont take our words so seriously ya. imma getting a perm tooo! hahahas. miss poodle i lovee you! midnight shopping soon.

oh yes, did i mention that i lovee my classmates superb alot! hahahas today had our class photo taking session which is meant for our year book. and thus the girls wore black while the guys wore white! SUCH A LOVELY CLASS PICTURE! fooled around with cammy again, produces a bunch of spastic pictures. loads of fun tho. crs presentation was quite alright i guess. questions bombing at one another gets rather nasty at some point of time. glad that its over. accompany shu an to meet her friends. see ling and clare (: they're such funny girls to hang out with!

2006-11-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

YES! MOST THANKFUL TO

MISS AH-BIAN XINYI, AH-JING MEIJING AND AH-LIEW SHU AN ((: these three sweeties help me get back my precious camera this morning. lovee you guys so much. alrighty todays a great day. WHY WHY??

owells thats because our IDEAS presentation went qquite smoothly and teacher said that we did a great job. hoolllaa =D 3cheers for SEXY PEEPS. let's work double hard for our last CA4. these pictures taken yesterday while we're working real hard for our skit. tho most of the time we were fooling around. i love my classmates ((:

and finally i get to meet up with my DEAREST PRISSY!!!! after like soo long. went over to national library to find her as she was busying doing her chinese project. the security there was real tight. so this the conversation between me and the security guard
mr security: " girl, you can't bring your bag and laptop into the library. you have to leave it in the lockers provided."
me: " ohhh.. but i dont wanna put inside the locker."
mr security: *thinking hard on how to deal with me* " alrights then ive got to check your bag."
so i opened my bag and let him see.
mr security: " so these aint chinese textbooks material ya?"
*thinking to myself. hey mr cant you even differentiate what's english and chinese character?*
me: " err of cuz not. these are just english notes and not chinese textbooks."
mr security guard: " alright then you can go in now."
and guess what. the whole conversation took about 10mins!!! for just asking me these few question. after staying for an hour or so, we decided to have ma-la steamboat. wooooo! eat till we gonna vomit already. walked around bugis so we wont feel so bloated with food. and we got ourseleves 3 necklaces. soo pretty ((:

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR TEST TMR PRISSY ((: and not forgetting dearest SJ. miss you. and i do love you loads too! thanks for the msg yesterday ya. really appreciated that and no matter what i'll bugg you for sure! see you tmr!

2006-11-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

BAD LUCK BEFALL UNTO ME!
I LOST MY PRECIOUS CAMERA :(
SO SHIT. JUST pray hard no evil souls gonna take that away from me.
hopefully it will be there tmr morning *cross finger*
anyways gonna have our IDEAS presentation on our SUNGEL tmr.
wish me luck and gonna be a very fun one.
ps: SEXY PEEPS GOGOGOGO ((: loveddd

2006-11-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

DAMN I HATE MY LIFE :(

2006-11-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

church was pretty much the same. headed down to j8 with my family, aunt and angela. got my materials for xmas cards and shopp for groceries ((: i loveee to do grocering. its always so fun pushing the trolley and trying out all the foood. great hangout place when you're broke =D oppps hahas. bought my fav haagen daz ice creams and not forgetting MEIJI milk! imma totally in love with MEIJI. you guys should try it out. parted with them and dad drove us down to my aunt's house! played with my baby cousin ((:

and yes no more LVER for me already :( nevertheless met up with SJ, NUMEES AND JOEL at white tangerine and chilled.. midnight shopping numees!
*prissy I MISS YOU LA. haven seen you for a week. meet up soon alrights?

2006-11-25T12:40:00.000+08:00

yay! the weekend is here again and ive got time to take a rest ((: school been pretty fun for the week tho there's many project to be done. went to spotlight over at PS with shu an yesterday to get my material for christmas card and also some stuff for project! cant wait for christmas to come. hohoho =D in a month time! time to grab christmas prezzie.
met up with shu an's friend, see ling, for late dinner. suppose to shop around but its too late and all the shops are closing. satay&char kueh tiaoooo YUMs!

2006-11-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

imma HARD WORKING! LOLS.

2006-11-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

vintage (:

2006-11-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

monday blues. going back for class after so called two weeks of break cum tests seems rather weird. having to wake up at freaking 6am and dread myself to school is really torturous. owells went for MOB and can you imagine the whole class skipped CRS. poor teacher, bet she must be feeling very depressed over this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER & AILEEN ((:

2006-11-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

2006-11-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

JOYOUS OCCASIONS! holy matrimony of caleb&grace! seeing the bride walking down the aisle somehow made me thought of how it would be like if imma the one there. i want to get married! hahaas okays thats rather nonsense. the moment when both of them said "I DO", awww the feeling is like woah. and now you are declared husband and wife! its soo sweet and memorable to witness such moment. visited my baby cousin one month birthday over at yio chu kang. she's such a cutie pie ((: carry a baby aint a easy task. they're sooo fragile. here's all the pictures!

2006-11-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

voooola! TORMENT's finally over and its time to throw all my notes away from me. hahaas. towning with mj and shu an and guess what we walk around far east for like more then 5times. this is really hell, but at least aint empty handed home. we had fried mars bars and that bloody shu an claimed that it aint nice at all. owells she and her calamari only. hahas walked down to wisma and finally mj got her clothes from there and i got one too. oppps! ching ching $$ spent again. mj went off to work while me and shu an get so tired after so much walking. headed down to starbucks & chill. meanwhile waited for sj after his work. he got us soooo many free "oneh oneh" and all those stuffs we used to play during our childhood. thinking back.... hhaas nevertheless we started playing "old maid", "donkey", "snap", blowing those bubble ballons and making styrofoam airoplane. dont that remind you of the innocent time back when we're young? imma sure it does yeah. unless you aint having any childhood. hahaas. headed back to far east to run errands & we started to cam whored on our way there. its so fun. christmas decos are up already and its rather pretty la. tho its aint that fantastic. cant wait for chirstmas to come!!! hohohoho ((: alrighty its time for me to hit the hay, imma getting restless and sleepy. long day ahead tmr! enjoy your weekends my dears! and yes get well soon clement!
aint having enough fun
pretty babes&hunk hahahas
get away from me SJ!!! pole dance anyone?

that's our snow cottage!

becareful! high voltage!
super huge christmas tree at taka!

SJ trying to act spastic again WE at starbucks

childhood games!

FRIED MARS BARS!YUMMMS

2006-11-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

alrighty peoples, emo-ness period is over (: imma totally recovered. lols. one gotta learn to put down one thing before others befall unto you. and yes that indeed very true. no one can handle two things at one time. YEAH! econs, stats, ITAB & pacc cleared! its total shitness i can say. owells since its over, so no point fretting over all those freaky modules. one more down on friday and i can be free from all my notes=D yayness.

tho friday gonna be the last paper, today seems like all my tests had ended. hit off to town with shu an. haven been to town for weeks! its always not good going there. shopping bags would be ended up following me room which means ive burned my wallet :( good grabs today!

imma so missing my sweethearts now. let's go out after this friday yeah! and not forgetting, see these pretty old school sunnies! gorgeous yay. totally in love with it. heading for my church friend, grace's wedding this sat&sunday. pretty pics gonna be uploaded soon!

oh yes, mom just told me that uncle's son baby just came to this earth. hahaas gonna see that cutie pie this satuaday! both of our cutie pics will be up soon too!-ME AND BABY! hahas.
love ya all (((: MUACKS!

2006-11-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

breatheless.. teach me what to do..
why is it people don't treasure the ones that really shower their love&care for you but instead to those that just wanna fool around. the more you anticipate, the more disappointment you will get. why is it so tough to forget about the past and to move on.. the impression simply stuck there and aint gonna be erased off.. how i wish all these can put to a stop and move on with my life. tell me what to do. one moment you just gave me hope, the next its being tarnished. what's this suppose to mean? guess its time to change my perpective in life. that gonna be listed to be my regret in my life. it just lingers on&its the end.....

2006-11-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

just a simple msg do make my day

2006-11-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

Three little birds, sat on my window.And they told me I don't need to worry.Summer came like cinnamonSo sweet,Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alrightAnd nothing seems to change, and it all will stay the same.Oh, don't you hesitate.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite songYou go ahead, let your hair downSapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,Just go ahead, let your hair down.You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,(just relax, just relax)Don't you let those other boys fool you,Gotta love that awful hairdo.Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alrightThe more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.Don't you think it's strange?Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite songYou go ahead, let your hair downSapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,Just go ahead, let your hair down.You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sakeSome nights kept me awake, I thought that I was strongerWhen you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.Do what you want to.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite songYou go ahead, let your hair downSapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,Just go ahead, let your hair down.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite songYou go ahead, let your hair downSapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,Just go ahead, let your hair down.Oh, You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

2006-11-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,.. Your love, Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this, With anyone but you,
We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind,
I have come to understand, The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore, 'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand, I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this, With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is, I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind, Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

2006-11-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

ELEARNING WEEK=BORING
no school for this entire week, means i cant get to see my crazy friends. i miss you guys!
mid sem tests coming just this week- ECONS, PACC, MOB, STATS! all driving me crazy. hate it. MUGMUGMUG&MOREMUGGINGS! endure all these and i can play all i want. YES(:
anyways my dreams are being tarnished! yearning.....

2006-11-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

gathering dinner over at grandpa's house!
crayfish& more seafood, venezia icecreams, rich chocos fudge cake.. all in all pile-ing up fats and more fats.
and yes we chatted ((: loveeeeeeeeees!
oh my mary jane~

2006-11-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

by ferragamo. says:
hahahaha!! set!
f by ferragamo. says:
i havent been to your place.
f by ferragamo. says:
when i go over to your place, i go to your mum's shop to buy tidbits and we go up to your place for PARTY!
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
hahahahas
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
sure no probs
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
hopefully the bank and grant my dad so i can move hsee
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
then you guys can come over and party
f by ferragamo. says:
yeah man!!
f by ferragamo. says:
the one you were talking about?!
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
hahas yeah
f by ferragamo. says:
OMG.
f by ferragamo. says:
COOOL!
f by ferragamo. says:
then we can go your house party. but my mum dont allow overnight stay. ):
f by ferragamo. says:
HOPEFULLY SHE WILL ALLOW SINCE IM SO OLD ALREADY.
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
hahas yeah till then we can have pajamas partyyyy
f by ferragamo. says:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
f by ferragamo. says:
BUT BUT BUT!
f by ferragamo. says:
i dont wear pyjamas to bed.
f by ferragamo. says:
OMG.
f by ferragamo. says:
then we got get SEXY lingerie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
f by ferragamo. says:
HAHAHAHA!
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
yessss
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
woooo
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
then later i see you i get horny la
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
lols
f by ferragamo. says:
HAHAHA!
f by ferragamo. says:
i bet mj will be the first.
f by ferragamo. says:
so you two can make out. while shu an and i watch.
f by ferragamo. says:
HAHAHAHA!
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
hahahaas disgusting la...
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
later terry come and whack me
f by ferragamo. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
f by ferragamo. says:
wont lar. you dont tell, i dont tell.
f by ferragamo. says:
he wont know.
f by ferragamo. says:
HAHAHA!
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
eeeks
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
you jian nu ren
f by ferragamo. says:
hahahahahahahahahaha!!
f by ferragamo. says:
muuahaha. i bet shu an's mouth is equally as tight.
f by ferragamo. says:
so see, no one will know.
f by ferragamo. says:
:D
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
still dare to say lols...
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
sigh sigh.. poor terrry lols
f by ferragamo. says:
hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!
f by ferragamo. says:
i promise i wont leak anything out to marvin also.
f by ferragamo. says:
HAHAHA!
` never thought I could love you the way I do. says:
hahahahaaas

2006-11-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

HELLOS EVERYONE! lols alright guess been very long since i last post a decent post. owells, imma simply just too lazy to type. but decided to blog for some reason. haas suddenly having the urge to type and type. okay this sound rather sick of me. school been great with all my wonderful girls around. sooo fun. some spastic pictures taken from mj hp. its really dumb yet hilarous. badnews. i got myself a havans. shoe again. fetish for shoes recently. please stop me from spenting such money. i must SAVE!

thursday's a great day. xinyi must be making fun of me now. wish me luck =D

&&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;& MY SUPER GRANDPA IS BACK FROM CHINA! after many many long awaiting months, he's finally step into Singapore. man i misses him madly. hopefully i can see him this sunday. longed for a big warm hug from him. awwww ((:

2006-11-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

marvin koh! lalalala~

2006-11-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

diarrhoea made me feel so sick! argh :(

2006-10-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

monday blues~feeling rather drained out today. lessons supposed to end at 1pm, however stupid make-up lesson for itab and it stretched to 5pm. headed to vivo city with meijing. yes! ive been there like almost everyday. was freaking hungry till i ended up with headaches. we tried out the chicken rice shop as xinyi had suggested. the food wasn't that nice and i think its quite expensive. anyways filled our growling stomach with foood thats the most impt thing. after dinner, went up for interview. prissy and sj suddenly popped out in the shop. that really shocked me.parted with mj as sj, prissy and me headed down to chinatown for their dinner. ah balling is heavenly!! lols. showed sj to the shop that can make his suspender. freaking cheap shop to make vintage belts too! chilled out at some cafe and started out with our nonsensical actions again.

2006-10-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

met up with sj to vivo again. seems like that gonna be the place to hangout most of the time now. town getting rusty! visited prissy and chiew xuan as they're working there. got myself a job there too. how lucky that can be. the haze aint getting better. we shopped while waiting for prissy to end work & we're back to kovan mac. chilled out. cam whoredd! saw a couple hanky panky in the park. for goodness sake. get back home and do that man. so crude. ended my day with saying bye to them. wonder when can we meet up again. miss you guys ((: MUACKS.

2006-10-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

imma a bad girl today. skipped lecture for yumcha with mj and shu an ((: as usual imma late and my poor girls gotta wait for me. no doubt i asked them to go first. great pals huh. hahas. after our filling meal, we walk around chinatown and meijing bought a handphone keychain for her mom. and she find it nice. such a auntie taste she had now. owells, she's a auntie. cant blame for that. took train back school for lessons. had my presentation today, it was quite alright i guess. ended school with boring and dry MOB lecture. vivo city on monday. wanted to get shu an's top from forever21. however there's no more size. sadded. went to the open terrece to take pics. the haze is really terrible. hate it. but my dear shu an lovesss the haze so much. and shes crazy about it. pictures with haze looks real bad. vivo city had a weird smell and that made us had stupid headaches. imma feeling rather hungry so we settled our dinner at shinlin for crispy chicken&meeesua. woooo! we both bought heels from charles&keith. pretty pretty! lesson gonna start late tmr! means i can sleepp late. yayness. night dears ((:

2006-10-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

more pics from joel's party.

2006-10-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

12 october 2006
met up with prissy for sushi buffet! had our sumcious meal and headed to heeren to walk around before our movie start. we both bought a ring each ((: went down to taka to collect brownie cake for birthday celebration. its so tempting! watched you me dupreee! was a rather nice show. owen wilson is so charming.. can't wait for the surprised celebration tmr.

13 october 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL TAN & JOEL DENG CHONG! our surprised celebration went quite smoothly and nigel was in total shockness when he woke up with a cake infront of him. and that was also a belated birthday celebration for lisi and advance birthday celebration for jac. fudgy chewy goey brownie was fantastic. yumms!

14 october 2006
birthday party over at joel's house today! before that went to church to attend some meeting and my baptism class. took a train down to orchard and meet up with sj and see mun. after walking for some time, finally we decide to buy urban male tee for joel.
not forgetting brownie cake for him again. lols. watched modelling show at taka. those models had fabulous legs. and their figure is like whoa! saw quite a few pretty clothings. over night stay at joel's house. had so much fun there. nevertheless imma the santa claus for the night again. losing money be it in mahjong for card games. imma just born not knowing how to win money in such things. so guys must be really happy to have me around ya. returned home in the weee hours. slept for 3 hours and gotta wake up for church.

2006-10-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

2006-10-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

2006-10-08T14:53:00.000+08:00

2006-10-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

no idea when i start hating going to school. no matter what i gotta dread myself to attend my lectures and tutorials. things seems to change just so fast. sometimes i really feel like breaking down. people out there simply just too scary. how can i know that they are really true? and at the same time i do not wish my close ones will start leaving me one day. life getting tougher :( seems like theres so many circumtances or situation one gotta face as they grow older. hate it. really hate it. how can i then find a true friend. its really tiring. :( its so tough to express oneself at time. depressing....

2006-10-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS((((:

2006-09-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

finally its end of one week of school. those that aint in SP must be still having so much fun and enjoying themseleves thru the holiday while we SPians are back to reality-STUDYING! owells its great to be back in school. getting to see all my friends again. noticed a trend in my class, they're all getting black hair! and they look pretty good in that. sickness virus attacked me and made me so unwell. doctor said i din have enough rest and true enough my body system aint get use to my sleeping habit. pray that i will get well soon. hate to be sick arghhh! having to wake up at freaking early-6am for my class. no matter what i still have to get use my lousy timetable. somehow ive got a phobia to go school now.

but something just cheered me up((:

anyways my church had a mooncake festival dinner today. my beautiful cousins put up a drama with the reest and its really funnny. dinner wasn't that fantastic however being able to gather together simply make the food taste wonderful. hahhaas. suddenly realised that time passed real fast. from the time when we were young, my cousins and i bathed and play together and even love to disturb one another till someone will just cry. till now, all grown up, getting into university, army,overseas studies, taking Olevel..the chats we once had is so different from what we are having now. really thank god to bless us with such wonderful family that brought us up. not forgetting to be thankful to my parents for providing me with all the things i want.

2006-09-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

2006-09-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SOOOO ADORABLE((: spot me! missing the time back in primary school. eight more hours before school starts. bless me(:

2006-09-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

school gonna reopen soon! this coming monday. while my friends are still having their long holidays. simply showed that SP is a rather kiasu school. i do miss school yet i wanna a longer holiday. okay imma contridicting myself. owells its great that school starts and i'll get my allowance again. so broke!

22sept2006

went to my friend's birthday party over at sentosa shangri-la hotel. over dose of vodka almost knocked me out. but still i enjoyed myself. went over to siloso beach and started talking about army ghost stories. its so freezing cold on the bridge and plus those ghost stories made me have goosebumps. back to hotel room and i just dozed off till the next morning. so great to be back home with my bed. having a bad headache so slept all the way till evening and met sj and prissy for dinner.

21sept2006

imma out with feli! finally la i missed her so much. and not forgeting my dearest clement. headed to clement's fav hangout, marina square. had our filling lunch over at pizza hut and the supervisor there made me laugh like shit. imma aint racist alright but her slang really made me burst into laughers. walked around marina before our movie! john tucker must die! teaches guys not to cheat on girls! after movie we walked to esplanade then to merlion park. they settled dinner at fish&co. and some inside joke. feli heard clement saying "beep" as "pig" wrongly and that made us laugh non-stop.

20sept2006

met up with shu an for lunch over at airport. initially gonna meet melvin after his driving test but last minute he got something on at night so din meet him in the end so went out with shu an since its been pretty long we went out. oh yarh! CONGRATS MELVIN FOR PASSING YOUR DRIVING TEST YEAH. time to have car rides from you already((: bought her to see the raining tree but when we reached it din rain. how disappointing. decided to go back there again at night so we started walking down to clarke quay. the sunset is soo prettty! slacked at TCC and walked towards fullerton. finally the tree rained heavily! its only then i knew that it was actually a man-made raining tree by some holland guy. stupidity in me=D

2006-09-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

think imma getting rather old already. been having STM recently. first was that I forgets to bring my EZ link card out and i've gotta resort to buy standard ticket. now was that I forgot to bring my memory card out thus no picture taken today. saddness! owells took my cam back from shu an and we walked to kovan station. she's meeting her friends over at city hall while imma with clement. we visited IKEA. its pretty fun fooling around there. and I even got myself this cute lil red chair. shall post the photo up later(: imma so missing meatballs and chicken wings from there. finally had my filling meal and we decided to head down to raffles place to see this "raining tree". we were searching high and low for the tree and finally we spotted it. the raining tree is really really cool. shall take a picture of that when imma going there again. walked down boat quay and suddenly jonan called and at the same time I saw khalis with his gf romancing by the riverside. such a coincidence. chatted with him for awhile before heading down to Funan IT mall to rest. had our yummilicious oreo frappe and mighty joe young at TCC. stayed for awhile then we headed to raffles city. went looking for prezzie for his parents but that ass can't decide to get which one thus we ended up going home with nothing. interesting dayy((:

2006-09-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

today

as usual went to church in the morning. after service went lunching with my family, aunts and angela at serangoon garden. the whipped blended milo tasted superb! dad drove us to heartland mall as angela wanted to get a haircut. accompanied her and went walking around heartland. headed home and napped. out of a sudden i felt like reading a novel so decided to get one while SJ insisted to lend me one of his. went back to heartland and did manicure while waiting to meet SJ for supper. after manicure we went to get my novel. there's so many interesting boooks! goondess. in the end SJ choose this book for me. SINGLE IN SUBURBIA. hope its nice((: finally we get settled down for suppper. after our "zhi cha" we went to kovan mac and eat icecream while SJ studied for his econs and me reading my novel. and here imma back home =B <-------- BUNNY SWAN SMILE hahahhaas.

16sept2006

watched Little Man with melvin over at The Cathay. damn hilarious show. was laughing like mad throughout the show. after movie we headed down to chinatown for our dinner. lightings for mooncake festival is up already. so prettty with cheena feeling. we've got no idea where we should eat and walked aimlessly. then we came across to this roadside hawker and its really cool. had our dinner there and went to the heritage restaurant for wonderful mango paradize and green apple sobert for dessert. yummms. melvin wanted to go singapore river as he claimed that he had never been there before so i bought him there. amazed by the clubs, pubs and restaurant there. lols. and we had haagen daz icecream again. stayed for awhile and we took train back to kovan. fun outing with loads of laughers!

2006-09-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

guess spenting time at home can be a rather good thing too. but i can't stand the pain from stupid migraine and cramps. its just killing me! while imma lying on my bed watching devil beside you, somehow it makes me tears. thinking back of my past and stuffs. moreover that retarded guy in the show look somehow like someone. emoshit! thought of the night, "
When you were alive, I was never able to tell you that I loved you. Now that you’re gone, you don’t believe I love you. Even though I never showed you the kind of love you wanted me to, it doesn’t mean I didn’t love you with all I have."

2006-09-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

seems like this entry is more on pictures rather then words yay. imma just too lazy to type thats why. however, ZOO outing was incredibly FUNFUNFUN! tho its just me and prissy we had a enjoyable trip there. we took about 200photos and spent 6hours inside the zoo. we both agreeed that this kinda outing is so much better then spenting money shopping or idling in town. nothing can really describe this feeling. i love you girl. tho we might be always making fun of one another, i just want to let you know that you're so treasured by me. and happy 2nd year anniversay to you and ck yay. seeing you in blissfulness makes me feel so happy for you too. owells i'll just let the photos do the talking and i shall end here(:

2006-09-12T02:44:00.000+08:00

YAYNESS! snip snap away the broom! got myself a haircut at kimage yesterday. feeling so china doll now. but its so much better than that broom girl. owells imma missing my longg hair. i want it back!! can't wait for zoo on wednesday. i miss all the animals=DD my friends. thats rather random. boringness drives me to type out all these random stuffs. pardon me ya(: everyones sleeping now and imma left to chat with esther the bitch. hahahas. i miss you la. come back to spore quick esle i'll fly to JB! ahhhh i cant wait for sushi later! HERE I COME DEAR SASHIMIII!

2006-09-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

one of my friend came across this and its rather interesting. try doing it((:
http://www.crush007.com/v2/predict/1157899589ekm

2006-09-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

saw the HOTHOTHOT mala steamboat? we asked for the mild chilli base and its still freaking hot. imma sweating like nobodys business while eating that till i had stomachache when i got home. but its still so much healthier choice as compared to those at marina bay. I still prefer sushi(: we ate for 2plus hour and walked down to suntec city. guess what, we saw the DHL hotair balloon again. no idea why i get so excited over that balloon. alex scolded me to be so dumb. owells probably that money can use to get tics for forbidden city yay. waterfront having performances from different bands every weekends. soul town is awesome(: acid jazz from soulcadelics filled with funkified soul at the waterfront. prissy getting so irritating today with imitation of miss swan. terrible and horrandous! but still time spent is always so precious(:

2006-09-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

WHOOPIE! my connection is back. cable was being cut off since dad forgotten to pay the bill. that led to me cant go online yesterday night and it was hell. resort to watching vcd till I dozed off.

outing with shu and esther on thursday was fun(: tho having hols now but still we still make the effort to meet up. really missed you girls. dont intend to shop when imma out but still cant resist the temptation and i bought home one bottom and two tops. sinful!!! retail therapy simply makes people HAPPY(: met mj for awhile and she left home for dinner. while we walk to heeren and got something from urbanmale*wink* HEHEES. filled our growling stomach with pastamania and headed down to clarke quay.

disgusted moment when we saw pad floating on the water!! thank god its a clean one. cant imagine if its a.. ya you know. that din spoilt our drinks and mood. chatted and out of a sudden esther saw this hotair balloon. and even said that our wedding proposal gotta be held in the hotair balloon. awww so romantic. wait till the day comes(:

anyways to SJ. dont get so stressed up by your upcoming promos yay. imma sure you can do it and also remember to rest well. if theres anything i can help rmb that imma always there for you alrights. as what ive said before clear this hurdle and you will be freee(: have faith in yourself and you will sure make it. i'll keep you in my prayer. just do your best and God will clear the rest! pray and commit to Him. may we bring glory to Him in whatever we do=D hope to see you soon! you're missed by me!

2006-09-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

UBER fun day out with clement. towning getting boring so we decided to head down to ecp for cycling since both of us dunno how to blade. cycled for around two hours. cam went flat and we cant take photos. saddded. we even get our hands onto the sand and built sandcastle. goodness but it was rather fun tho. remembered vividly how my childhood is like back then. no worries and just purely enjoying all the times I had.

after returning our bikes, we walked a damn long journey to the food centre and my stomach started to growl!! and saw the cable ski! its so like wakeboarding just that it uses cable and not the boat itself. we checked out the price and its considered rather cheap. 2hrs for just 35bucks. ahhh gonna try it out sooon(: anyone interested? glorious fooood here I come! guess we really eaten too much. ordered hokkien mee, wantan mee, stinkray, chicken wings and fried oyster. one word to describe, SUPERB! even had oreo cheesecake over at coffeebean before we left ecp. thats how pigging we can be.

feeling so shag now. yayness! cant wait to see shu an and esther tmr! gnitespeople(:

2006-09-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

imma back to my secondary school yesterday! finally went back to take my olevel cert esle it gonna be send back to moe. nv changed so much with those colourful walls which looked rather kiddish. owells many new faces too. new teachers and students, dont even recognise them already. but but getting back to school just to see my dearest mdm seah. wonderful teacher. i loveee her loads. as usual she whined non-stop about us not going for the gala dinner tonight. but i simply love her whinings, reminds me of the days back in seconday school. i miss school life. so glad to see all my friends and teachers again.

headed down to town for sushi buffet with priz, sj and shuihui and we ate like mad. guess what there's a cockroach there. sickening. and worst thing is that the service is damn slow with blackouts. goodness sake. still i love sashimi. yummms. see mun came over and joined us later. watched the devil wears prada. was quite sleepy in the show but did enjoyed it. walked around orchard and as usual we cam whored again.

homesweethome. hope everythings fine for my parents. hate those quarrels and screaming from you guys. no idea what's going on but still it did affected me alot. not wanting to be back early so as in not to get involved in their quarrels. hate the nights.

2006-08-28T02:43:00.000+08:00

arghh. this is really sickening. imma feeling so tired yet i cant sleeep for nuts. i hate headaches! grabbed this from feli blog. since i cant sleep so might as well find something to keep me occupied yay. so here it is. its dumb but you will know more abt me!!! hope this dont bored you guys out ya. hahahas.
Full name: kang kiat sim jaslyn
Name backwards: okay this is tough, shant spoilt my eyesight. Figure it yourself=D
were you named after someone: probably when someone is feeling down in dialectmeaning of name: SADNESS! But it mean clean heart in Chinese. So aint that bad.
nickname: kks, king kong sai, jazzy, jas, ness.
screen name: wait till I get a contract with mediacorp.
D.O.B: 26 january 1989
place of birth: mount alvernia
nationality: singaporean
current location: my room, my bed
star sign: aquarius
religion: Christian(:
height: 171cm
weight: 52kg. and ive gained weight!
shoe size: 38 or 39
hair colour: black and its cooleye colour: look into my eyes and you’ll know
who do you look like: obviously my parents. Body my dad. Face my mom. Hahhaas.
innie or outtie: for you to find out((:
leftie or rightie: rightie
gay, straight, bi or others: straight. But turning les soon. lols
best friends: loads to name out.
best friend you trust most: best friends are meant to be trusted :)
favourite pals: ALL MY FRIENDS.
best friend of opposite sex: imma turning les remember?
best buddies: you know who you are!
boyfriend or girlfriend: probably a gf soon ooops*
crush: YOU!
parents: I love kang kiang song and tey siam buoy!
worst enemy: not in my dictionary
favourite online guy: those that often flood my msn. You know yay.
favourite online girl: too many already.
craziest friend: all my friends are crazy animals. Goodness sake
.advice friend: clement. Prissy. Sj. Shu an.
loudest friend: when the person get loud with me.
person i cry with: the person when imam with when my tears gets rather uncontrollable so i’ll cry whenever things gets to its extreme. Im weak ):
any sisters: I wish there’s another accident. Hahhaaas.
any brothers: sickening to have one. Mr jon kang
any pets: used to have hammies. I miss em.
any disease: getting really crazy.
pagers: its cool to own one tho. laughs
personal phone line: I din even have house phone. Argh.
cellphone: so inlove with my retro nokia 7200. its just like a toy to me.
pool or hot tub: pool with hot water, awesome!
a car: when I get my licence
your personality: speechless to this.
driving: one more year to be qualified.
room: all clean and shine now! Claps to me((:
what's missing: love
school: Singapore poly
bed colour: blue
relationship with parents: loving em more and more each day
believe in yourself: no matter what I have to.
believe in love at first sight: true at times.
good listener: try me out and you’ll know.
get along well with parents: why not, tho imma quite rebellious
save email conversations: people using msn now. hahahas
pray: every night before I sleep(:
believe in recarnation: no idea
make fun of people: that’s my pastime. ahhh
like to talk on the phone: yessssssss I do. Miss those long chats till morning.
want to get married: before 25! i want to have kidss.
like to drive: wish to but I aint allowed to.
motion sickness: bus and taxi rides. Hate it.
eat stem of broccoli: eeeks. I hate all veggie stem please. Yucks!
eat chicken with fork: I do. Pardon for unglam moments with fingers too.
dream in colour: meaning?
type with your fingers on home role: hahaas home role means toes?
sleep with stuff animals: I lovee my bed all to myself.
next to me: labbie, ipod, hp
on the walls of your room: photos,memories
on your mousepad: I don’t have mousepad. Its my beddream car: beetle please! Mini cooperrr too! Sexily cute.
dream date: moments spent with my loved one.
dream honeymoon spot: can we tour around the whole?
bedtime: getting worst everyday. 2,3,4am. I cant sleep for nuts tho imma tired. Seriously need Sleeping remedy
under your bed: shoeboxes!
single most important question: huh?
bad time of a day: when tsunami hits.
your worst fear: heartbreaks
the weather is: freezing now.
time: 3.16am
date: 28th august 2006
best trick did on someone: whipped creams on their face
theme song: Lebanese Blonde by Thievery Corporation
hardest thing about growing up: the ups and downs
funniest experience: happening to me everytime.
scariest experience: when my mom cried
worst feeling: when things aint going the way you want it to be.
best feeling in the world: when I have all my darlings around me. To be there for me always, cheering me on not forgetting my parents’ love.

2006-08-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

MY SWEETHEARTS((:

2006-08-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

WOOOO HOOO!! finally freaking econs paper is OVER. ive been waiting for this day and finally imma declared FREEE! goodness sake. time to party((: my my guess imma simply too high now. margarinta do wonders. owells hope my spelling is correct. i aint no good in english so bear with it =D

after econs paper, went marina square to have lunch cum dinner at pizza hut with shu an. mj din get to join us as she gotta work at fort canning park. cool isn't it. some concert going on there. anyways we still have lots of time together yay. MUACKS! saw this new urbanmale tee. its cute(: we then decided to head down to clarke quay as marina is getting boring. so we tried out cafeiguana. amazing cool there. i loveeee the ambience. tho its kinda crowded and we waited for an hour before we get our butt on the seat. ordered drinks and foood. mans, driving me high with every single sip. we slacked and chatted for quite some time before we left. went to get hooch and sitted by the riverside cam whoring. awesome!

enjoyable time spent miss liewshuan. hahhaas GAY NIGHT(((:

2006-08-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

down with terrible migraine and mild food poisioning. and imSICK.
medication dont seems to help. no more late nights girl.
i wanna recover fast! econs exams on friday. mugging in progress.
friday 5.30pm please come fast. i want my holss!!!
life goes on(:

2006-08-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

will you love me in the morning?
FOREVER AND EVER, BABE.

i teared.

2006-08-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

dinner with prissy and sj and we ended up taking videos and more photos!! this new california fitness gym at kovan! stunning isn't it. kovan's the BEST place in town=D simply enjoying ourselves with this newly found hangout place. its cool with free charging of my labbie. hahaas. beware of the ants tho. unintentionally took this picture of me and prissy in this awkward position. somehow we get really high at the moment so thats the result you will see.
gonna laugh your ass off while watching the video. have fun!!! totally sooo bean! TRUST ME IM A GIRL. cheesy tee but i love it! crazy nightout(:

2006-08-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

spastic photos taken after fireworks at marina((: enjoy. let the photos do the talking.

2006-08-12T01:59:00.000+08:00

wonderful day! out with clement. met him at hougang station and headed down to chinatown for lunch. and somehow we found this heritage singapore restaurant so we went to try out the food. the ambience is so cheena. which he felt rather suit me. seriously i loved the place so darn much. from the decorations, music, food. everythings so my type. hahhaas imma totally in love with the mango paradise. its simply heavenly people. awww. nice dessert place. we were like taking so many pics while those caucasians outside aint taking any. somehow it makes me feel like we are weird singaporeans. or is it that we are just too high. hahhaas whatever it is. i loved that place. we walked around chinatown and found nice and cheap place for belts and accessories.

headed down to great world city for the movie ive been craving for soooo long. LAKEHOUSE! the show was indeeed nice. sandra bullock is soo pretty and keane is so manly. awww. had my cheap and yums icecream too.

we took the shutter bus down to city hall. thought we gonna watch the fireworks at marina. the place where i went on tues. but the funny thing is. thats not the place where clement was at on tues. we were at the opposite side of each other. how funny. and all the while we thought we were at the same place. okay probably you guys wont get what i mean. so we took a train down to marina bay and that bloody mr nice guy dunno how to go from there and we ended up walking at damn wulu dark park. as usual funny things happened. ended up clement's dad came over and pick us up and finally we reached that place where beautiful fireworks are. simply the best place to watch man. and today's fireworks is the best. pretty pretty pretty. beautifully gorgeous! i love everything!!! fireworks ended and clement's dad drove us to esplanade to meet felicia! imma missing you girl. finally i get to see you. so happy hahaas. had supper at makansutra then took bus down to far east then changed bus to hg interchange. clement's dad waiting for us to drive us back home. so sweet of him right. nice guy with nice family. loveee!

mrvint! youre not forgotten alrights. tho i cant meet you after fireworks. you're still missed by me! we shall hang out soon. and thanks for being so understanding. and not forgetting my sensitiveness. miss prissy. i missed you too. let's go to zooo during the coming hols alrights.

to clementsim. thanks for you accompany today. i really enjoyed myself very much. and i guess it left memorable time behind yay. and imma loving your family. they're such cool peoples.

homesweethome! craving for my pig sty. tata(:

2006-08-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

yum cha in the morning with seemun, shu an and sj. priz came after that and headed down to cine for movie. hilarious show. my super ex girlfriend. guys go watch that. really nice. gonna laugh your ass off. headed down to marina for fireworks. its really awesome. fantastic and amazing. imma so loving fireworks now. makes me go so high. dearies imma really so happy. suddenly i felt so loved to have wonderful friends around me. such a great day! loving my darlings. enjoy((:

my throat hurting now. sickness.

2006-08-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

wooosh. time flies. found a newjob with shu an. its good that i get extra cash. MORE SHOPPING. but i wont have time to slack thru my weekends. it keep me occupied which is rather a good thing. leading a new life. loving all my supportive friends around. thanks guys(: youguys simply drives all the darkness away.

my precious ah lian darling hua meijing "da so" today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! i bet you love the sexy thing we bought yay. must wear and let me see sooon. awww((: anyways went to celebrate her bday yesterday. which is just now. its really a sinful day. decided to try out the new restaurant at citylink mall. the ambience is really great but the food aint that fantastic. shall post the pictures. its good for gathering. after dinner we went walking around marina square. guess what. we decided to eat icecream and went to changing appeitite but but we ended up having main course again. REAL PIG. thinking of having yumcha tmr morning makes me wanna puke. getting so excited to meet my sickness buddies again. hehees. lovess! oh yarh. we went to merlion park tooo. its such a lovely place. boyfriends please bring your girl there. enjoying the sea breeze while cuddling. awwww. missing thefeeling. owells((:

revision week is here and that means imma having my exams next week! hell fast. and imma still having fun. so so dead. i should be mugging my way through this week. however this week seems to be a celebration week. yay. national day. fireworks woo hooo.

we live this life to grow, learn and be happy! rough patches of life merely makes one to be stronger. life seems rather inevitable. "you are far too young to sustain a serious relationship since you admit blowing hot and cold. its was too weird for words. relationship wil be more meaningful when you are older and better able to make informed choices. it is always worth waiting for the right time and the right person. you will know when this happens, then things like height will not matter when you find true love.

tata!

2006-08-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

2006-08-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dream
Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

Cause everytime we touch
I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch
I feel exctatic
And everytime we kiss
I reach for the sky
Can't you feel my heart beat so
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle
Your heart is my sky
they wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times
we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

2006-08-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

finally had our yumcha!! simply awesome. yums yums. loving all the dimsums with my darling shu an and mj. as usual we ate like pig. food just makes me so happy. after our filling breakfast, we walked around chinatown and cam whored again. was quite bored there so went to bugis. me and mj had manicure. super red! hotness. hahaas. went back school for stats tutorial. shu an gets really mad today. so does mj. vocalno finally erupted.

took train down to kovan and met sj again. and we had mac for dinner again. sickness. drown with all the fatness of mac. was freezing cold inside so we went out of mac. and took so many stupid pics again. sj simply in love with my bird cage and started so rappy today. dumb ass. shall upload the pics..

imstillwaitingforananswer.wonderinghowyoucanstandnotmsgingme.imsuffering.sobs.

2006-07-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

brokedown and burst into tears in class again. why do i get so vulnerable recently. please let me be strong again lord. i just hope to hear truthful reply for you soon. be it bad or good. i guess i should be able to take it. time heals.

people please tell me. did i really do anything wrong to get this kind of treatment from him? ive been putting so much into this r/s. and what did i get in return? nothing. just tears and worries. i get so worried when you did not return my calls nor msg not for one night but days. have you ever thought of how i felt? waiting aimlessly for your replies. wondering whether you are hurt or anything thats why you did not reply me. my mind just run wild. please dont blame me for doing that. what if i left you alone and not contacting you. tell me, is this how you think a r/s should work? i felt so being ignored and just being dumped aside. i dont believe that you are that busy till you dont have time to reply my msges when you really did saw what ive sent you. if you have the heart to reply me. you ought to replied me already and not even bother to reply me back. what is this? i gave you so much freedom. you wanna go out with your friends. fine go ahead. im seriouly okay with it. and i did not stop you from anything. what i want in return is more of your love care and concern towards me. is this real tough for you to do? if its yes, just tell me. i'll just leave. i dont wanna you and me to suffer so much if this r/s really cause such misery instead of blissfulness. or are you just treating me as shit. one moment you will be really loving towards me. the next moment you wont even give a damn to me. nothing from you for days. do you know how insecured i feels? i just felt really tired from all the tears and worries. i want an answer from you. if you really felt sick of me and this r/s. tell me. i'll end it. esle we will only be living in misery. you said you gonna treat me better, but is this how its like to be treated better? hope this is the last time i gonna tears. somehow i really get rather sick of it. no emo-ness from me. i'll be strong. real STRONG. please pray for me.

went town with shu an, mj, xinyi. things happened. i shant say. probably i felt so much better after letting everything out. met sj at kovan mac. suddenly just felt like eating alotalot. had 20 yummlicious chicken nuggets and hotfudge icecream. goodness it simply cheered me up.
aint in the mood to blog. ciaos!

2006-07-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

I can’t imagine me without you

2006-07-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

phew~ everythings back to normal again. no more worries and no more tears. the past few days beeen hell for me. however. thanks to all my darlings to be there for me when i need you guys. THANK YOU!

im so lazy to blog about the past days. so i shall just blog about today. woke up quite late and saw sj's sms. went down to kovan mac to meet sj and priz. wanted to study but ended up chatting and watching vcd on the labbie. went off early to meet shu an in town. saw honey at cine. walked around orchard and saw alloy and his gf. pretty girl ya. while we were at paragon's toy'r'us. something happened and made me laugh like mad. this dumb shu an screamm and ran away so fast when this pooh bear started to dance and shake as she thought the pooh bear is gonna sing only. real hilarious. now i know shes so darn scared of barbie dolls. pity her children next time. they wont be having any childhood man. hahhaas. poor babies of shu an. chilled out at coffee bean. and the drinks and food that sucks. owells starbucks the best! loving pure choco. and im so dumb on the train. was talking to xinyi on the train till i missed my station. alighted at hougang instead of kovan. and i ran out of the train like crazy girl. so many people looking at me. argh. anyways who cares. ahh i want to watch lakehouse!!!

and and and IMMA SO DAMN PISSED WITH ONE OF MY GROUP MEMBER. FCUK HIM. AND PLEASE DONT TRY TELLING OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT THINGS THAT IS NOT TRUE. PLEASE MIND YOUR WORDS AND GO WASH YOUR BLOODY MOUTH WITH LISTERINE. THANK GOD THIS IS THE LAST PROJECT WITH YOU ESLE I'LL GONNA KILL MYSELF. PROBABLY SOME OTHER GROUPS WILL WANT YOU. GET A LIFE MR MP3. YOU THINK YOU'RE TOO PRO? THEN I SUGGEST YOU SHOULD JUST DO PROJECT ALONE RATHER THEN DOING IN A GROUP SINCE ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO YOU RIGHT. FCUK YOU.

2006-07-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

i miss him so much. but things seems to be rather different now. been really long since i last seen you. i miss your hugss and everything baby. you dont seems to be bothered now. why. ive been asking me why. i did nothing wrong. or probably i did and i din realised it. please tell me. this feeling is really terrible. im really suffering deep down in my heart. i cant afford to lose you baby. sobs.imma really depressed.

2006-07-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

church in the morning
saw clement sim chuan wei at some yong tau hu place. thats really coincidence. very very shocked. so glad to see you again!!!!
family gathering at angela's place. FOOOOOD AND MORE FOOOD!
still thinking~

2006-07-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's whats going on, nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn.