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Monday, July 31, 2006
brokedown and burst into tears in class again. why do i get so vulnerable recently. please let me be strong again lord. i just hope to hear truthful reply for you soon. be it bad or good. i guess i should be able to take it. time heals.
people please tell me. did i really do anything wrong to get this kind of treatment from him? ive been putting so much into this r/s. and what did i get in return? nothing. just tears and worries. i get so worried when you did not return my calls nor msg not for one night but days. have you ever thought of how i felt? waiting aimlessly for your replies. wondering whether you are hurt or anything thats why you did not reply me. my mind just run wild. please dont blame me for doing that. what if i left you alone and not contacting you. tell me, is this how you think a r/s should work? i felt so being ignored and just being dumped aside. i dont believe that you are that busy till you dont have time to reply my msges when you really did saw what ive sent you. if you have the heart to reply me. you ought to replied me already and not even bother to reply me back. what is this? i gave you so much freedom. you wanna go out with your friends. fine go ahead. im seriouly okay with it. and i did not stop you from anything. what i want in return is more of your love care and concern towards me. is this real tough for you to do? if its yes, just tell me. i'll just leave. i dont wanna you and me to suffer so much if this r/s really cause such misery instead of blissfulness. or are you just treating me as shit. one moment you will be really loving towards me. the next moment you wont even give a damn to me. nothing from you for days. do you know how insecured i feels? i just felt really tired from all the tears and worries. i want an answer from you. if you really felt sick of me and this r/s. tell me. i'll end it. esle we will only be living in misery. you said you gonna treat me better, but is this how its like to be treated better? hope this is the last time i gonna tears. somehow i really get rather sick of it. no emo-ness from me. i'll be strong. real STRONG. please pray for me.
went town with shu an, mj, xinyi. things happened. i shant say. probably i felt so much better after letting everything out. met sj at kovan mac. suddenly just felt like eating alotalot. had 20 yummlicious chicken nuggets and hotfudge icecream. goodness it simply cheered me up.
aint in the mood to blog. ciaos!
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh
I can’t imagine me without you
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
phew~ everythings back to normal again. no more worries and no more tears. the past few days beeen hell for me. however. thanks to all my darlings to be there for me when i need you guys. THANK YOU!
im so lazy to blog about the past days. so i shall just blog about today. woke up quite late and saw sj's sms. went down to kovan mac to meet sj and priz. wanted to study but ended up chatting and watching vcd on the labbie. went off early to meet shu an in town. saw honey at cine. walked around orchard and saw alloy and his gf. pretty girl ya. while we were at paragon's toy'r'us. something happened and made me laugh like mad. this dumb shu an screamm and ran away so fast when this pooh bear started to dance and shake as she thought the pooh bear is gonna sing only. real hilarious. now i know shes so darn scared of barbie dolls. pity her children next time. they wont be having any childhood man. hahhaas. poor babies of shu an. chilled out at coffee bean. and the drinks and food that sucks. owells starbucks the best! loving pure choco. and im so dumb on the train. was talking to xinyi on the train till i missed my station. alighted at hougang instead of kovan. and i ran out of the train like crazy girl. so many people looking at me. argh. anyways who cares. ahh i want to watch lakehouse!!!
and and and IMMA SO DAMN PISSED WITH ONE OF MY GROUP MEMBER. FCUK HIM. AND PLEASE DONT TRY TELLING OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT THINGS THAT IS NOT TRUE. PLEASE MIND YOUR WORDS AND GO WASH YOUR BLOODY MOUTH WITH LISTERINE. THANK GOD THIS IS THE LAST PROJECT WITH YOU ESLE I'LL GONNA KILL MYSELF. PROBABLY SOME OTHER GROUPS WILL WANT YOU. GET A LIFE MR MP3. YOU THINK YOU'RE TOO PRO? THEN I SUGGEST YOU SHOULD JUST DO PROJECT ALONE RATHER THEN DOING IN A GROUP SINCE ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO YOU RIGHT. FCUK YOU.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
i miss him so much. but things seems to be rather different now. been really long since i last seen you. i miss your hugss and everything baby. you dont seems to be bothered now. why. ive been asking me why. i did nothing wrong. or probably i did and i din realised it. please tell me. this feeling is really terrible. im really suffering deep down in my heart. i cant afford to lose you baby. sobs.imma really depressed.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
- church in the morning
- saw clement sim chuan wei at some yong tau hu place. thats really coincidence. very very shocked. so glad to see you again!!!!
- family gathering at angela's place. FOOOOOD AND MORE FOOOD!
- still thinking~
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I thought I saw a man brought to lifeHe was warm, he came around like he was dignifiedHe showed me what it was to cryWell you couldn't be that man I adoredYou don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is forBut I don't know him anymoreThere's nothing where he used to lieMy conversation has run dryThat's whats going on, nothing's fine I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feelI'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floorIllusion never changed into something realI'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is tornYou're a little late, I'm already tornSo I guess the fortune teller's rightShould have seen just what was there and not some holy lightTo crawl beneath my veins and nowI don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that muchThere's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm tornThere's nothing where he used to lieMy inspiration has run dryThat's what's going on, nothings right, I'm tornI'm all out of faith, this is how I feelI'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floorIllusion never changed into something realI'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is tornI'm all out of faith, this is how I feelI'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floorYou're a little late, I'm already torn.
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Friday, July 21, 2006
fruitful day in school today. finally i learnt something from ITAB. and thats the only time i enjoyed the whole lesson. ITAB is cool. gonna be present for all the class now. headed down to marina with shu an. had PIZZA HUT!! the new pizza is awesome(: cheeese and moree cheeese! i loved it. we even tabao the pizza as we can't finish up everything. saw so many weird people today. ok i know thats rather mean of me saying that but its really funny. first was a couple. the girl look so super big size as compared to the guy. and she's taller then him. just weird combi. while enjoying our pizza. there's this young couple who was paying for their bill. and guess what. they do not have enough money to pay. however the staffs there was kind enough to let them go. how embarrassing. goodness. me and shu an also saw quite a few guys walking till so sissy. AHHH. what happened to singapore guys????!! thinking back. i seems to be walking more manly then them. hahaas.after dinner. we went around marina, suntec to search for prezzie. bought guess wallet. and the molecule photo frame is soo darn nice!!!! new collections for zara, topshop and mango is here!! shopping time. funny thing happened again. walking out of mango and saw this push cart selling bras. and we walked pass and i saw this sorta lookalike handbag and told shu an why that handbag is make from bra. and it really look like the bra being cupped together and turned into a handbag. was laughing like mad cows after we realised thats the silicon casing.so malu!!! anyways saw a shoe from gripz. its so beautiful. gonna get it(:saw this tee from mango. it wrote," LOVE MEANS NEVER HAVING TO SAY YOU'RE SORRY" shu an and me strongly agreed to that man.weekends finally here! time for enjoyment and mugging! sickness....STUDY HARD PEOPLE! and not forgeting to enjoy yourself too. so loved. sometimes i wonder why aint ya there for me when i need you most. why do i always have to wait so long before i receive your msg. simply hate waiting for msges. it just makes me think so much. probably this is just a small matter, however it had been troubling me this whole week. why? this week been tough for me. seems like others kept me accompany and listen to me more then you do. you leave me speechless.really missed you alotalot. im so worried someday you would just leave like this. don't kept saying sorry to me. esle i gonna get numb it. be more sensitive towards my feelings.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
such a emo day for me. got back my econs result. its terrible! imma feeling very sad. and so i tahan and tahan in class till no idea why suddenly i just broke down and cried. i worked hard for the paper and this is the kind of result i get. depressed. suddenly i felt so lost and stressed up. not knowing what i should do. suddenly i lose all my motivation to study and get so tired of everything. it just din goes well. but but ive always got my wonderful friends around me and support me all the way. thanks peoples(: and my boy too. bought sushis and a big tub of icecream, ben andjerrys!! and i finshed up everything. food and more food just cheers me up. im still depressed tho. whats happening?? sighs~ i need tons and tons of motivation. really tired.
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Monday, July 17, 2006
my darlings. everything is so fine now. back to the happy jaslyn again. going through all these rough patches will makes one relationship be stronger ya. days been tough, well well seeing the rainbow after the stormy nights. SMILE(: remember what you've promised me alrights. LOVE YOU! sorry to make you guys worry for me and feeling lost to how to cheer me up. owells im really touched by yous. that really make me feel so loved and knowing that you guys will always be there for me. THANK YOU!clement, get well soon alrights and thanks for spenting late nights to comfort me.priz and sj. dont get so mad already. imback to my normal self again=Dshu an! the girl that worry so damn much. hahaas. thanks for you accompany. hope you love the brownies! I LOVE POPEYE BISCUIT! tho it smelled so indianess.esther(: i'll be strong and wont make hasty decisions again. and i MISS YOU TOO.mj, xinyi, dumbass, melvin, terence. thanks for hearing me out. so blessed to have you guys around.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
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FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
feeling rather sadded pissed fcuked up at the same time.please help me. seriously hope history won't repeat itself again.terrible night. i'm really tired of guessing. i just want to know the truth.damn everything. it's really depressing when someone dear lied. FCUK!!!!
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Friday, July 14, 2006
went school for pacc and marketing tutorial. tutorial seems so nonsensical. 2hrs lesson and we had ard 1hr of break for us to eat. damn damn slack. anyways went to meet honey after my tutorial. heees happiness just filled in me whenever i see him. owells ((: took train back to his house and get changed. headed to marina again for movie! and saw my darling shu an there too. hope your leg dont hurt anymore yay. hehees. went to yoshinoya to have my goyza! and just happened to see my band senoir sekting!! lols. and she said something and made my honey fly yay. hahaas. finally get to watch pirates of the caribbean. its nice((: imma waiting for the lake house and the lady in the water now. after movie went to get our food and headed to esplanade. there's tonns of ppl there today. so damn happening. found a place to seat and i start eating my spag like hungry ghost. lols. enjoyed myself =D everythings just so right. love you honey!my dearies priz and sj. hope you guys are doing well yay. you guys are so missed!clement sim chuan wei(: my bestie always. i will always remember the promise! imma so loving you=pi miss esther! how i wish you're still staying here. seeing you in blissfulness simply made me feel so happy for you. such a loving couple(:shu an,mj and xinyi. you all are so dear to me. i super love the company with you guys. the love, care and concern showered will always be remembered. imma so blessed to know you guys. LOVE YOU ALL!ciaos~ nights everyone.
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
oh damn it. my post was being deleted and how i gotta repost everything. owells shant get so mad over it now. back to what ive posted just now. been wondering why school seems to be like hols. or is it that imma too slack. went for pacc and econs lecture and off we went to IMM for lunch. this might sound rather dumb but i shall say it too. this is my FIRST time going to IMM. hahaas owells IMM is kinda huge. after lunch me, mj, shu an, xinyi and lina went to DAISO. we had so much crazy time there. cam whoring again. and all the pics are really stupid. shall post it when mj send me all the pics. we parted at the train station as mj and lina heading to VCH for concert while xinyi went back for marketing lecture. so me and shu an went to city hall. headed to marina to get our mango top. saw this shoe at topshop and i fall in love with it. so while thinking whether wanna get it. we went to get our top. however we cant find the top we wanna so decided to go back suntec and get it. then we saw this pazzion shoe! its sooo nice. having headache over which one to get. anyhow we went to suntec to get my mango top. after walking around for some time. decided to get the pazzion shoe instead. so we went back to get our SHOE! aww happiness! we loved our shoe sooo much! hahas. and we he
aded to MARCHE as we are craving for ROSTI for like 2days. embarassing moment happened to me again. wanted to use the washroom so decided to use the one outside as i thot there aint any inside marche. so as we wanna walk out of marche, the guy stopped us and asked,"where are you going?" "oh we need to use the washroom outside." i replied. "you dont have to wash the room outside. there's one inside marche!" he told us. goodness this is sooo embarassing! me and shu an laughed and laughed. however its really paiseh. so many ppl around us heard that la. despite the embarassing moment. we had a really wonderful dinner((: gonna miss rosti again!i love shopping and indulging sinful food with shu an! hahaas love youu! and we saw this guess wallet is so darn cheap! just $29.90. so unbelievable. saw my guess skirt again. soo tempting to buy!!and i get to see honey tmr! finally! you're so being missed my dear(:imma a happy girl =DDD 
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
- pray hard i'll pass my ec test.
- went suntec with darlings shu an and mj. lina joined us later on.
- slacked at starbucks and had soo much milk with cocoa powder. hahaas.
- steamboat dinner at marina bay with darlings.
- laughs. jokes. crazy things. pigness. shiokness. FUN!
- din get to meet up with honey. sorry :(
- simply love my life((: thanks everyone!
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
marketing project driving me crazy.
tests and more tests driving me mad.
im going bonkers soon.
but but but. imma so happy today.
simply with you guys around, i know i wont have to suffer alone.
that really cheers me up. thanks((:
loveee you guys so so much.
and im missing honey madly.
yesterday was indeed a great day.LOVED.
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Monday, July 10, 2006
blissfulness(:
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
got to know these interesting thing from a interesting friend. CLEMENT SIM CHUAN WEI! lols. so thought of sharing with you guys. enjoy~
These are the names of the some romantic countries in the world.
H.O.L.L.A.N.D Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.
I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A. Come Here鈥?. I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A.
N.E.P.A.L. Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that developed into
attraction
K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T. ! & nbsp; Everything's Grea
E.G.Y.P.T. ! & nbsp; Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U. Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D. Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.
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Monday, July 03, 2006
school was dumb today. went for an hour and off we go. lols. but kenneth lee was very happy with us attending his tutorial. lols imma a good student!!! so sweet of honey to acc me to school and went off to meet his sis. LOVE YOU BABY! anyways after that one hr tutorial me shu an and mj went to city hall sakae for SUSHI!! gooodness we are like so PIG! lols. its simply sooo shiokk. i lovee sushisss. as usual we cam whore again. after our never ending sushiss. we went shopping at bugis. lols shopping day for mj while i get one top for myself. sooo loving my d
arling shu an and mj(((:
and SJ CALLED ME!! lols that surprised me. hahaas shant say wad happened but im just shocked. owells i still went to meet him at ps. and finally i got hold of something its sooo hard to find. lols. you gonnna love me so much now. hahahas. shhhh. headed down to kovan mac and started our talks. lols.. and we cam whored like nobody biz. till my cam memory is full. din even know that we actually toook sooo many spastic pics. but its just so fun again. points taken mr vint. you too alrights. I LOVE SPJ!
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
ilovesundays!! and i loveee my church soo ssoo much. lols today is our first service in our new church and its superb. everythings seeems so grand and the feeling is really awesome. sermon was good. lesson learnt. cant judge one by its age. owells after service went lunching with family. then went to angela's hse to do some stuffs. head down to my 3rd aunt house for
a farewell dinner gathering. sooo many foood again. lols. its soo soo fun. cam whoring again and everything seems so surprising again. and i LOVE BIGBIRD! hahhaas. tag me and din wanna say. you dumbass. owells so amaze and happy to see my cousin david and zhichun tog. sooo sweet((: and imma gonna be in camp com! BE STRONG IN THE LORD!
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
people, my blog aint dead!! just that imma kinda lazy to update every other day. school started and feeling of tiredness is back thats why. owells first week in school been great. quite slack i thot. pleasant surprises happened to me too. honey's classmate just happened to be my primary school friend and just live across my block. lols. damn coincidence yeah. thats why i thot too. hahhaas and i was soo shocked when i saw her. NICE TO SEE HER AGAIN (:
skipping lectures with mj and shu an is always a fun thing to do. lols.. tho its quite bad but i enjoyed it. hahahaas. jurong point gonna be our nxt hang out place. anyways i got back my pacc and econs paper back. was quite shocked to score that well for my pacc. thought i gonna flunk that paper. but i PASSED! hahaas happy((: econs wasn't that fantastic. I'LL WORK HARDER FROM NOW ON.
imma missing priz and sj now. hope you guys are doing fine yay. been so long since we last hang out. meet soon after my summer tests this coming week3 and all my projectsss. dieing sooon!!
and my dearest honey! hahhaas went out with him and danny and his gf. went to marina for superman. hahhaas i so damn lovee superman. he's hot. goodness!! hahahas. movie was funn right honey. hahahaas. after movie we went to makan. honey and his fav char siew and dunno wad meat rice. lols saw ppoor lil duckling being chopped at its head. awww. zara having sales!! lols went there and its so turned off to see all the clothes lying all over. dampened my mood to shopp. owells we still went to walk ard till danny and his gf went off. honey and me continue our shopping. walked to esplanade and sat there. feeeel so great. hahaas been so long since i last went there. missing the time spent with priz and sj. our long talks, starbucks, great music and cam whoring sessions. its getting late and decided to go back as tmr morning imma still having church. took train back and slpt there. hahhaaas. you made me day honey! hehheees simply LOVE YOU MANY MANY!!! AHHHHH AHHHHH ((: laughs. get it?
ohhh very tasty! ciaos(:
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jaslynkang
26o189 ; seventeen
Singapore Polytechnic
adores my amazing friends & my lovely family & awesome BOYFRIEND.
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a sweet hand-made thing from edward
ditching my retro phone for a new one (:
GUESS big straw bag
MANGO mustard pantone bag
black havaianas slipper
new birkins
driving licence
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sentosa-cafe del mar & tannings
overseas trips
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Monday, July 31, 2006
brokedown and burst into tears in class again. why do i get so vulnerable recently. please let me be strong again lord. i just hope to hear truthful reply for you soon. be it bad or good. i guess i should be able to take it. time heals.
people please tell me. did i really do anything wrong to get this kind of treatment from him? ive been putting so much into this r/s. and what did i get in return? nothing. just tears and worries. i get so worried when you did not return my calls nor msg not for one night but days. have you ever thought of how i felt? waiting aimlessly for your replies. wondering whether you are hurt or anything thats why you did not reply me. my mind just run wild. please dont blame me for doing that. what if i left you alone and not contacting you. tell me, is this how you think a r/s should work? i felt so being ignored and just being dumped aside. i dont believe that you are that busy till you dont have time to reply my msges when you really did saw what ive sent you. if you have the heart to reply me. you ought to replied me already and not even bother to reply me back. what is this? i gave you so much freedom. you wanna go out with your friends. fine go ahead. im seriouly okay with it. and i did not stop you from anything. what i want in return is more of your love care and concern towards me. is this real tough for you to do? if its yes, just tell me. i'll just leave. i dont wanna you and me to suffer so much if this r/s really cause such misery instead of blissfulness. or are you just treating me as shit. one moment you will be really loving towards me. the next moment you wont even give a damn to me. nothing from you for days. do you know how insecured i feels? i just felt really tired from all the tears and worries. i want an answer from you. if you really felt sick of me and this r/s. tell me. i'll end it. esle we will only be living in misery. you said you gonna treat me better, but is this how its like to be treated better? hope this is the last time i gonna tears. somehow i really get rather sick of it. no emo-ness from me. i'll be strong. real STRONG. please pray for me.
went town with shu an, mj, xinyi. things happened. i shant say. probably i felt so much better after letting everything out. met sj at kovan mac. suddenly just felt like eating alotalot. had 20 yummlicious chicken nuggets and hotfudge icecream. goodness it simply cheered me up.
aint in the mood to blog. ciaos!
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh
I can’t imagine me without you
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
phew~ everythings back to normal again. no more worries and no more tears. the past few days beeen hell for me. however. thanks to all my darlings to be there for me when i need you guys. THANK YOU!
im so lazy to blog about the past days. so i shall just blog about today. woke up quite late and saw sj's sms. went down to kovan mac to meet sj and priz. wanted to study but ended up chatting and watching vcd on the labbie. went off early to meet shu an in town. saw honey at cine. walked around orchard and saw alloy and his gf. pretty girl ya. while we were at paragon's toy'r'us. something happened and made me laugh like mad. this dumb shu an screamm and ran away so fast when this pooh bear started to dance and shake as she thought the pooh bear is gonna sing only. real hilarious. now i know shes so darn scared of barbie dolls. pity her children next time. they wont be having any childhood man. hahhaas. poor babies of shu an. chilled out at coffee bean. and the drinks and food that sucks. owells starbucks the best! loving pure choco. and im so dumb on the train. was talking to xinyi on the train till i missed my station. alighted at hougang instead of kovan. and i ran out of the train like crazy girl. so many people looking at me. argh. anyways who cares. ahh i want to watch lakehouse!!!
and and and IMMA SO DAMN PISSED WITH ONE OF MY GROUP MEMBER. FCUK HIM. AND PLEASE DONT TRY TELLING OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT THINGS THAT IS NOT TRUE. PLEASE MIND YOUR WORDS AND GO WASH YOUR BLOODY MOUTH WITH LISTERINE. THANK GOD THIS IS THE LAST PROJECT WITH YOU ESLE I'LL GONNA KILL MYSELF. PROBABLY SOME OTHER GROUPS WILL WANT YOU. GET A LIFE MR MP3. YOU THINK YOU'RE TOO PRO? THEN I SUGGEST YOU SHOULD JUST DO PROJECT ALONE RATHER THEN DOING IN A GROUP SINCE ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO YOU RIGHT. FCUK YOU.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
i miss him so much. but things seems to be rather different now. been really long since i last seen you. i miss your hugss and everything baby. you dont seems to be bothered now. why. ive been asking me why. i did nothing wrong. or probably i did and i din realised it. please tell me. this feeling is really terrible. im really suffering deep down in my heart. i cant afford to lose you baby. sobs.imma really depressed.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
- church in the morning
- saw clement sim chuan wei at some yong tau hu place. thats really coincidence. very very shocked. so glad to see you again!!!!
- family gathering at angela's place. FOOOOOD AND MORE FOOOD!
- still thinking~
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I thought I saw a man brought to lifeHe was warm, he came around like he was dignifiedHe showed me what it was to cryWell you couldn't be that man I adoredYou don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is forBut I don't know him anymoreThere's nothing where he used to lieMy conversation has run dryThat's whats going on, nothing's fine I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feelI'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floorIllusion never changed into something realI'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is tornYou're a little late, I'm already tornSo I guess the fortune teller's rightShould have seen just what was there and not some holy lightTo crawl beneath my veins and nowI don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that muchThere's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm tornThere's nothing where he used to lieMy inspiration has run dryThat's what's going on, nothings right, I'm tornI'm all out of faith, this is how I feelI'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floorIllusion never changed into something realI'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is tornI'm all out of faith, this is how I feelI'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floorYou're a little late, I'm already torn.
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Friday, July 21, 2006
fruitful day in school today. finally i learnt something from ITAB. and thats the only time i enjoyed the whole lesson. ITAB is cool. gonna be present for all the class now. headed down to marina with shu an. had PIZZA HUT!! the new pizza is awesome(: cheeese and moree cheeese! i loved it. we even tabao the pizza as we can't finish up everything. saw so many weird people today. ok i know thats rather mean of me saying that but its really funny. first was a couple. the girl look so super big size as compared to the guy. and she's taller then him. just weird combi. while enjoying our pizza. there's this young couple who was paying for their bill. and guess what. they do not have enough money to pay. however the staffs there was kind enough to let them go. how embarrassing. goodness. me and shu an also saw quite a few guys walking till so sissy. AHHH. what happened to singapore guys????!! thinking back. i seems to be walking more manly then them. hahaas.after dinner. we went around marina, suntec to search for prezzie. bought guess wallet. and the molecule photo frame is soo darn nice!!!! new collections for zara, topshop and mango is here!! shopping time. funny thing happened again. walking out of mango and saw this push cart selling bras. and we walked pass and i saw this sorta lookalike handbag and told shu an why that handbag is make from bra. and it really look like the bra being cupped together and turned into a handbag. was laughing like mad cows after we realised thats the silicon casing.so malu!!! anyways saw a shoe from gripz. its so beautiful. gonna get it(:saw this tee from mango. it wrote," LOVE MEANS NEVER HAVING TO SAY YOU'RE SORRY" shu an and me strongly agreed to that man.weekends finally here! time for enjoyment and mugging! sickness....STUDY HARD PEOPLE! and not forgeting to enjoy yourself too. so loved. sometimes i wonder why aint ya there for me when i need you most. why do i always have to wait so long before i receive your msg. simply hate waiting for msges. it just makes me think so much. probably this is just a small matter, however it had been troubling me this whole week. why? this week been tough for me. seems like others kept me accompany and listen to me more then you do. you leave me speechless.really missed you alotalot. im so worried someday you would just leave like this. don't kept saying sorry to me. esle i gonna get numb it. be more sensitive towards my feelings.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
such a emo day for me. got back my econs result. its terrible! imma feeling very sad. and so i tahan and tahan in class till no idea why suddenly i just broke down and cried. i worked hard for the paper and this is the kind of result i get. depressed. suddenly i felt so lost and stressed up. not knowing what i should do. suddenly i lose all my motivation to study and get so tired of everything. it just din goes well. but but ive always got my wonderful friends around me and support me all the way. thanks peoples(: and my boy too. bought sushis and a big tub of icecream, ben andjerrys!! and i finshed up everything. food and more food just cheers me up. im still depressed tho. whats happening?? sighs~ i need tons and tons of motivation. really tired.
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Monday, July 17, 2006
my darlings. everything is so fine now. back to the happy jaslyn again. going through all these rough patches will makes one relationship be stronger ya. days been tough, well well seeing the rainbow after the stormy nights. SMILE(: remember what you've promised me alrights. LOVE YOU! sorry to make you guys worry for me and feeling lost to how to cheer me up. owells im really touched by yous. that really make me feel so loved and knowing that you guys will always be there for me. THANK YOU!clement, get well soon alrights and thanks for spenting late nights to comfort me.priz and sj. dont get so mad already. imback to my normal self again=Dshu an! the girl that worry so damn much. hahaas. thanks for you accompany. hope you love the brownies! I LOVE POPEYE BISCUIT! tho it smelled so indianess.esther(: i'll be strong and wont make hasty decisions again. and i MISS YOU TOO.mj, xinyi, dumbass, melvin, terence. thanks for hearing me out. so blessed to have you guys around.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
feeling rather sadded pissed fcuked up at the same time.please help me. seriously hope history won't repeat itself again.terrible night. i'm really tired of guessing. i just want to know the truth.damn everything. it's really depressing when someone dear lied. FCUK!!!!
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Friday, July 14, 2006
went school for pacc and marketing tutorial. tutorial seems so nonsensical. 2hrs lesson and we had ard 1hr of break for us to eat. damn damn slack. anyways went to meet honey after my tutorial. heees happiness just filled in me whenever i see him. owells ((: took train back to his house and get changed. headed to marina again for movie! and saw my darling shu an there too. hope your leg dont hurt anymore yay. hehees. went to yoshinoya to have my goyza! and just happened to see my band senoir sekting!! lols. and she said something and made my honey fly yay. hahaas. finally get to watch pirates of the caribbean. its nice((: imma waiting for the lake house and the lady in the water now. after movie went to get our food and headed to esplanade. there's tonns of ppl there today. so damn happening. found a place to seat and i start eating my spag like hungry ghost. lols. enjoyed myself =D everythings just so right. love you honey!my dearies priz and sj. hope you guys are doing well yay. you guys are so missed!clement sim chuan wei(: my bestie always. i will always remember the promise! imma so loving you=pi miss esther! how i wish you're still staying here. seeing you in blissfulness simply made me feel so happy for you. such a loving couple(:shu an,mj and xinyi. you all are so dear to me. i super love the company with you guys. the love, care and concern showered will always be remembered. imma so blessed to know you guys. LOVE YOU ALL!ciaos~ nights everyone.
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
oh damn it. my post was being deleted and how i gotta repost everything. owells shant get so mad over it now. back to what ive posted just now. been wondering why school seems to be like hols. or is it that imma too slack. went for pacc and econs lecture and off we went to IMM for lunch. this might sound rather dumb but i shall say it too. this is my FIRST time going to IMM. hahaas owells IMM is kinda huge. after lunch me, mj, shu an, xinyi and lina went to DAISO. we had so much crazy time there. cam whoring again. and all the pics are really stupid. shall post it when mj send me all the pics. we parted at the train station as mj and lina heading to VCH for concert while xinyi went back for marketing lecture. so me and shu an went to city hall. headed to marina to get our mango top. saw this shoe at topshop and i fall in love with it. so while thinking whether wanna get it. we went to get our top. however we cant find the top we wanna so decided to go back suntec and get it. then we saw this pazzion shoe! its sooo nice. having headache over which one to get. anyhow we went to suntec to get my mango top. after walking around for some time. decided to get the pazzion shoe instead. so we went back to get our SHOE! aww happiness! we loved our shoe sooo much! hahas. and we headed to MARCHE as we are craving for ROSTI for like 2days. embarassing moment happened to me again. wanted to use the washroom so decided to use the one outside as i thot there aint any inside marche. so as we wanna walk out of marche, the guy stopped us and asked,"where are you going?" "oh we need to use the washroom outside." i replied. "you dont have to wash the room outside. there's one inside marche!" he told us. goodness this is sooo embarassing! me and shu an laughed and laughed. however its really paiseh. so many ppl around us heard that la. despite the embarassing moment. we had a really wonderful dinner((: gonna miss rosti again!i love shopping and indulging sinful food with shu an! hahaas love youu! and we saw this guess wallet is so darn cheap! just $29.90. so unbelievable. saw my guess skirt again. soo tempting to buy!!and i get to see honey tmr! finally! you're so being missed my dear(:imma a happy girl =DDD
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
- pray hard i'll pass my ec test.
- went suntec with darlings shu an and mj. lina joined us later on.
- slacked at starbucks and had soo much milk with cocoa powder. hahaas.
- steamboat dinner at marina bay with darlings.
- laughs. jokes. crazy things. pigness. shiokness. FUN!
- din get to meet up with honey. sorry :(
- simply love my life((: thanks everyone!
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
marketing project driving me crazy.
tests and more tests driving me mad.
im going bonkers soon.
but but but. imma so happy today.
simply with you guys around, i know i wont have to suffer alone.
that really cheers me up. thanks((:
loveee you guys so so much.
and im missing honey madly.
yesterday was indeed a great day.LOVED.
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Monday, July 10, 2006
blissfulness(:
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
got to know these interesting thing from a interesting friend. CLEMENT SIM CHUAN WEI! lols. so thought of sharing with you guys. enjoy~
These are the names of the some romantic countries in the world.
H.O.L.L.A.N.D Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.
I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A. Come Here鈥?. I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A.
N.E.P.A.L. Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that developed into
attraction
K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T. ! & nbsp; Everything's Grea
E.G.Y.P.T. ! & nbsp; Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U. Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D. Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.
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Monday, July 03, 2006
school was dumb today. went for an hour and off we go. lols. but kenneth lee was very happy with us attending his tutorial. lols imma a good student!!! so sweet of honey to acc me to school and went off to meet his sis. LOVE YOU BABY! anyways after that one hr tutorial me shu an and mj went to city hall sakae for SUSHI!! gooodness we are like so PIG! lols. its simply sooo shiokk. i lovee sushisss. as usual we cam whore again. after our never ending sushiss. we went shopping at bugis. lols shopping day for mj while i get one top for myself. sooo loving my d
arling shu an and mj(((:
and SJ CALLED ME!! lols that surprised me. hahaas shant say wad happened but im just shocked. owells i still went to meet him at ps. and finally i got hold of something its sooo hard to find. lols. you gonnna love me so much now. hahahas. shhhh. headed down to kovan mac and started our talks. lols.. and we cam whored like nobody biz. till my cam memory is full. din even know that we actually toook sooo many spastic pics. but its just so fun again. points taken mr vint. you too alrights. I LOVE SPJ!
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
ilovesundays!! and i loveee my church soo ssoo much. lols today is our first service in our new church and its superb. everythings seeems so grand and the feeling is really awesome. sermon was good. lesson learnt. cant judge one by its age. owells after service went lunching with family. then went to angela's hse to do some stuffs. head down to my 3rd aunt house for
a farewell dinner gathering. sooo many foood again. lols. its soo soo fun. cam whoring again and everything seems so surprising again. and i LOVE BIGBIRD! hahhaas. tag me and din wanna say. you dumbass. owells so amaze and happy to see my cousin david and zhichun tog. sooo sweet((: and imma gonna be in camp com! BE STRONG IN THE LORD!
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
people, my blog aint dead!! just that imma kinda lazy to update every other day. school started and feeling of tiredness is back thats why. owells first week in school been great. quite slack i thot. pleasant surprises happened to me too. honey's classmate just happened to be my primary school friend and just live across my block. lols. damn coincidence yeah. thats why i thot too. hahhaas and i was soo shocked when i saw her. NICE TO SEE HER AGAIN (:
skipping lectures with mj and shu an is always a fun thing to do. lols.. tho its quite bad but i enjoyed it. hahahaas. jurong point gonna be our nxt hang out place. anyways i got back my pacc and econs paper back. was quite shocked to score that well for my pacc. thought i gonna flunk that paper. but i PASSED! hahaas happy((: econs wasn't that fantastic. I'LL WORK HARDER FROM NOW ON.
imma missing priz and sj now. hope you guys are doing fine yay. been so long since we last hang out. meet soon after my summer tests this coming week3 and all my projectsss. dieing sooon!!
and my dearest honey! hahhaas went out with him and danny and his gf. went to marina for superman. hahhaas i so damn lovee superman. he's hot. goodness!! hahahas. movie was funn right honey. hahahaas. after movie we went to makan. honey and his fav char siew and dunno wad meat rice. lols saw ppoor lil duckling being chopped at its head. awww. zara having sales!! lols went there and its so turned off to see all the clothes lying all over. dampened my mood to shopp. owells we still went to walk ard till danny and his gf went off. honey and me continue our shopping. walked to esplanade and sat there. feeeel so great. hahaas been so long since i last went there. missing the time spent with priz and sj. our long talks, starbucks, great music and cam whoring sessions. its getting late and decided to go back as tmr morning imma still having church. took train back and slpt there. hahhaaas. you made me day honey! hehheees simply LOVE YOU MANY MANY!!! AHHHHH AHHHHH ((: laughs. get it?
ohhh very tasty! ciaos(:
aded to MARCHE as we are craving for ROSTI for like 2days. embarassing moment happened to me again. wanted to use the washroom so decided to use the one outside as i thot there aint any inside marche. so as we wanna walk out of marche, the guy stopped us and asked,"where are you going?" "oh we need to use the washroom outside." i replied. "you dont have to wash the room outside. there's one inside marche!" he told us. goodness this is sooo embarassing! me and shu an laughed and laughed. however its really paiseh. so many ppl around us heard that la. despite the embarassing moment. we had a really wonderful dinner((: gonna miss rosti again!
arling shu an and mj(((:
a farewell dinner gathering. sooo many foood again. lols. its soo soo fun. cam whoring again and everything seems so surprising again. and i LOVE BIGBIRD! hahhaas. tag me and din wanna say. you dumbass. owells so amaze and happy to see my cousin david and zhichun tog. sooo sweet((: and imma gonna be in camp com! BE STRONG IN THE LORD!
